hellos!!
well, today was rather eventful. i fell ill and didn't attend church service. woke up later and went to church for outreach meeting. fruitful but half of my soul wasn't there and my face was VERY pale (according toEugene, my godson.) super larthagic. i nearly died. really. i was so dead tired to that extent. haha. my parents then dragged me to tp to eat and i waited SO DARN LONG. i got so pissed off. ah wells. went home after that and slept til 4.30. was nearly late for work but God was good. i asked Bryan to help me clock in. was the runner today. super fun. couple of orders screwed up. my bad. =( sighs. that's for being imperfect. haha.

anyways, have been thinking a lot on the BGR stuff. well, i guess that an empty vaccum, our heart, needs a constant feel. thus, a need for someone to sastify our hearts. but if say, there's nothing for us to love anymore. how then, can we fill in this vaccum?

excellent question to ponder right? i will type my model answer in my next post. til then, kudos!


i think i like you.
i think i really do.
but do you like me?
i really don't know.
i wish that there was some way to know what you are thinking.
i really want to know,
deep deep inside,
what do you really feel for me?