hello! i cut-ted school half way today. my head was bursting.. felt quite bad. lol.. tired too.. hmmm.. let's see.. went for english lesson and lit lesson though. lol. went home after that. quite fun.. studied my geog today. there's pe tomorrow! happiness.. hope its soccer again. i've been scoring quite a bit and leading my team to winning. all by God's grace, really. it is fantastic cause i've not been playing soccer in like ages! especially street soccer. lol. alrights. got to go now!

LOVE YOU ALL!

hello! i cut-ted school half way today. my head was bursting.. felt quite bad. lol.. tired too.. hmmm.. let's see.. went for english lesson and lit lesson though. lol. went home after that. quite fun.. studied my geog today. there's pe tomorrow! happiness.. hope its soccer again. i've been scoring quite a bit and leading my team to winning. all by God's grace, really. it is fantastic cause i've not been playing soccer in like ages! especially street soccer. lol. alrights. got to go now!

LOVE YOU ALL!

Guys' Facts:
When a guy is quiet,He's listening to you...
When a guy is not arguing,He realizes he's wrong
When a guy says, "I'm fine," after a few minutes,he means it
When a guy stares at you,he thinks you're the most beautiful thing intheworld
When you're laying your head on a guy's chest he has the world
When a guy calls you everyday he is in love
When a (good) guy say he loves you he means it
When a guy says he can't live without you he's with you till your done
When a guy says, "I miss you,"he misses you more than you could have ever missed him or anything else

Girls' Facts:
When a girl is quiet,millions of things are running through her mind.
When a girl is not arguing,she is thinking deeply.
When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions,she is wondering how long you will be around.
When a girl answers, "I'm fine," after a few seconds,she is not at all fine.
When a girl stares at you,she is wondering why you are so wonderful.
When a girl lays on your chest,she is wishing for you to be hers forever.
When a girl calls you everyday,she is seeking for your attention.
When a girl wants to see you everyday,she wants to be pampered.
When a girl says, "I'll love you forever,"she means it.
When a girl says that she can't live without you,she has made up her mind that you are her future.
When a girl says, "I miss you,"no one in this world can miss you more than that.

hmmm.. what do you think? =)

i was thinking of something just now. but not in the mood to write anything sensible now.. i just feel quite... rahh~ lol..

i'll type when my senses return to me~ *calls out to me senses*

=)

i watched Kate and Leopold last night on tv. it had the sweetest story line but kinda unimaginable cause how can a person figure 'the crack in the fabric of time'(as quoted in from the show).

bascially, time is untangible. you can't feel time but you know its there. how can you figure it the crack if you can literally see it besides from the clock that tells time? the job of a clock is to tell time but not allow us to stop it or make it go forward faster. unless, you are able to tell me when time actually started, then will i be able to believe you. however, to know the exact time that begun, you've got to be someone with supernatural powers. mere human calculations is flawed and inaccurate. miscalculation of a single second alone, is able to destroy and make the whole experiment wrong. thus, unless you are God, don't tell me that you can tell me time's origin. =)

yupp, yupp. back to the love story, it tells about how love can cross time back and forth. its quite funny to think of it.. imagine this. you are a lonesome person in this century but to only find out that your destined one was in the past century or in the next century. quite dumb isn't? moreover, not everyone will be able to get hold of THAT gospel truth. bascially, its like saying i could have been pharoh's wife? disturbing isn't? not every love story will be that dramatic love story where time will be the only barrier. bullshit.

trust me. if love is all that, then the world would be less screwed up. if every love story was that simple to slove, life will be meaningless. no troubles. but seriously, without troubles in life, won't that be boring? think about it. everyday is smooth sailing. you get what you want and need. no worries. sounds good? think again. point is you'll remain as childish, as stupid as you were when you were five. never grow up. people cheat you, you don't know. you'll never learn to protect yourself. knowledge wise, yes you'll grow fantastically, but think about it. you'll never learn to love others. you'll only know how to love yourself, your mother, father and family. ain't that selfish?

i don't what's your take on this. you can disagree, you can be neutral. sorry if i offended anyone in any way, but do give some thought. x)

love ya all~ have fun pondering. lol.

you know, i just wanted to be loved? i just wanted to feel that i don't need to be in a facade all day long. i removed my mask. i be who i am. people hated it. how can i be so stupid? all these while, no one never cared. well, not really no one. but half the time, it either turns out really bad or sad. either the guy likes me or the girl betrayed my trust. i don't know what can i do, who can i trust.

i know God's there and i thank Him for being there. sometimes, it maybe just my fault for causeing such a downfall in my retarded life.

i want to be understanded.
i need that love you need.
im not someone to be played with.
i need help.
i feel condescended.

maybe its you, maybe not.
how can i be so stupid to believe in all those lies?
maybe i knew.
i just shut my mouth and my heart.
i threw away the key where all the hurts are kept within.

there they are.
struggling, fighting their way out.
they want to be known.
they want to be understanded.
just like me.

you know, give a little more thought for the person you have. you'll never know when he/she will be gone. suicide is so highly rated. i miss my friends that i lost to squabbles. thank God that none of my friends that i know have died. but if anyone of them leaves, i'll die from the knowledge alone. i love my friends. i really try my best to.


i need `you.
i want`you.
but heck, it looks like it'll never come true.
just like all of my other dreams and wishes.

fairytales and reality cannot co-exsist.

hallo all!! =)

i have a birthday plan! lol. actually nothing really much. just a get together barbeque. hmmm.. am still considering my guests list and all.. like i've really a lot of people to invite? lol. hmmm.. most probably am gonna celebrate it before my actual day cause i've a community involvement programme thing with the elderly! it sounds pretty exciting. lol. hmmm.. maybe during my school holidays or something.

let's see.. if i really do have a bbq, what should i order, who and how many people should i invite? sigh. such a big deal to consider. lol.

im currently in love with two songs. missy elliott's teary eyed and wang lee hom's forever love. lol.. i don't know whether i can post chinese, but i'll give it a shot anyways.

Missy Elliott's Teary eyed.
[Verse 1]
You're the reason i don't trust no one
And i don't love no one
From the places i've come
Sad songs i've sung
All the times i've been stung
For you bring the worst out of me
(HOLLA!)
And i can't down these tears i've cried
The heaviness inside
Left me so petrified
Tried ta keep love alive
But i became too tired
Cuz you bring the worst out of me
(Eh, eh, eh, ehehay)
[Refrain]
I wish i could change the way things have gone
And start life anew and now maybe once again
I don't know anywhere but sumthin must've went wrong
And all i can say.......
[Chorus]
Is when i sing this song
I get so teary eyed
Cuz you get under my skin
Can't let you suck me dry
I was gonna marry you, have kids for you,
stay true to you, live life wit you
But look what you've done to me (meeeeeee)
[Verse 2]
And I compromised all my time
And rearranged my life
To make sure you was fine
Cuz our love was on the line
And i became so unkind
Cuz you brought the worst out of me
(You brought the worst out of me)
This is (this is) how the story goes
Those ones who know
when its out of control
You work (work) and you work (work)
And sumone gets hurt
And i guess that be me.....
(When I sing)
When i sing this song
I get so teary eyed
Cuz you get under my skin
Can't let you suck me dry
I was gonna marry you, have kids for you,
stay true to you, live life wit you
But look what you've done to me (meeeeeee)
(Eh, eh, eh, ehehay)
[Refrain]
I wish i could change the way things have gone
And start life anew and now maybe once again
I don't know anywhere but sumthin must've went wrong
And all i can say.......
(When I sing)
Is when i sing this song
I get so teary eyed
Cuz you get under my skin
Can't let you suck me dry
I was gonna marry you, have kids for you,
stay true to you, live life wit you
But look what you've done to me (meeeeeee)


Forever Love
曲：王力宏 词：王力宏/十方/何启宏/于景雯 编：
爱你 不是因为你的美而已
我越来越爱你 每个眼神触动我的心
因为你让我看见Forever 才了解自己
未来这些日子 要好好珍惜
爱我 有些痛楚 有些不公平
如果真的爱我 不是理所当然的决定
感到你的呼吸在我耳边 像微风神奇
温柔的安抚 我的不安定
所以我~要 每天研究你的笑容 Ooh 多么自然

* Forever love Forever love 我只想用我这一辈子去爱你
从今以后 你会是所有 幸福的理由 *

爱情是场最美最远的旅行
沿途雨季泥泞 偶尔阻碍我们的前进
感到你的体温在我怀里 像阳光和煦
巧妙的融化 我的不安定
不可思议 证明我爱你的理由 Ooh 多么自然
Repeat*

你感动的眼睛 我沉默的声音
彷佛就是最好的证明 就让我在说一次 I love you oh （直到永远）

Repeat *

Forever Love Forever Love Forever Love

have fun singing along!

hello!

hmmm.. my friend, rebecca, had this really interesting situation and it was qutie funny. lol. that poor girl. didn't had much experience. she ended up telling like 10 people and got various advices. lol.that sweet gal. quite naive in such things. oh wells.

anyways, i had a boring day. went to school per nomal. played dog and bone with the soccer ball. lol. quite absolutely retarded. i mean, seriously. the ball was flying around aimlessly. i rather we played soccer and made more sense. lol. not really. but oh wells. im going to bring my team to glory! haha. just kidding. im not that good. lousy at soccer. lol. was just mooching around. had really nothing to do. after school, had a chinese composition lesson. quite alright but i had absolutely no inspiration or whatsoever. suppose to meet my son after school so that i can get my chemistry notes but apparently his phone had no reception. lol. so getting it tonight instead.

la la la. i miss you! do you miss me? i think not. but ah heck. i don't really care now. lol.

lol. isn't my title interesting?

quite frankly speaking, don't you think that valentine's day is just another day? if you don't receive a rose during v.day, there's quite a low possibility of getting one every other day unless you are a florist. lol. i mean, its a totally overly priced day. why pay SIX BUCKS for A stalk of rose when its cheaper on other days? aiie. hmmm. and last minute gifts are totally useless cause the sincerity is totally OFF. lol.

anyways, i went out with my er zi today. went to play pool. felt like the world's most noob. won one game ONLY. that's like.. totally not me. lol. hmmm. then, went to eat at mos burger. bought merci chocolates for my colleagues. lol. hmmm. then, bought a top, kindly sponsered by my son for my PRE birthday present. lol. from giodarno. i think gio is getting better. which is good and seperates them from hang ten and all the rather gaudy brands. lol. hmmm. he's gonna get me the bottom and maybe that something mysterious too.. lol.. i want to know what's that mysterious thing!! lol. hmmm. but dang, a surprise is a surprise. lol. hmm. wanted to eat ice cream but didn't in the end. which is good. i should be cutting down on my snacking. lol. getting fat! lol. hmmm.. went home with my son. he is such a gentleman. must find a good girl for him. lol. if not, he might complain that im being an idiot. lol. my son, the gentleman. ain't that sweet. lol. he better not ignore me when he has a girlfriend. lol. =)

love is in the air. have been and always will.

hello my dearest all! =)

hmmm.. today was really much of just another day.. lol.. valentine's day is drawing nearer. how are YOU feeling? for those with girlfriends or boyfriends, probably going to catch a movie or eat some dinner right? lol. for lonelyhearted, what are you gonna do? seriously, there's nothing much about valentine's day besides the over boosted commercialize products and marketing gimmicks. like people always say, everyday is valentine's day. ain't that truth. somehow, we are all affected by specially highlighted days.. aiie.. the truth of human.. lol.

update some other time. til then!

today, i learnt what it meant to be kept in the dark. i learnt that not everyone will share with you what is truly on their heart. i learnt to be more careful with dealing hypocritical people. but then again, who am i to judge?

my judgements will never be right. it always SEEMS right, but in actual fact, its not. some how, people think that they'll spot on something after multiple 'accurate' judements which are actually quite obvious. haha. serious. you will be astounded at how people's brain really think. someway or another, we all like to be in control. so do i. but think, if say if we do get our way, don't you think that our lives will be even more screwed up. we are not perfect, agreed? we can only AIM for perfection. however, we'll never reach it, ain't that true? =)

i don't know, but somehow, i feel that half the time or even more, we try to justify ourself. is it really needed? i don't know. think about it. if you ain't got nothing to hide, don't justify. if you know that you've got nothing right to justify, don't bother. if you know you did no wrong, don't justify.
main point: DON'T SELF JUSTIFY.

im gonna get my k750i today. happiness~

hmmm.. told him le.. he's seems rather amicable about it. daniel! i haven't tell you story yet. lol

hello all!
how's everyone? =)

is today just another day for you? i want to encourage you to find your meaning in life! =) Start living life for a reason. isn't boring to go through each day with nothing to cling onto? find something that can last throughout your life. frankly speaking, if you think of money, i would suggest that you think about it twice. money is the root of all evil. it may seem harmless, but imagine.
you used to be living really simple life. one day, you get a part time job and earning some cash. the things you buy with starts to have flashy brands adorned onto it. you soon get 'recoginition' by classmates, by friends and by whoever else you can think of. you like that feeling and you start buying more and more to keep up with the looks. but, when you stop working, the money will soon run out. oh no. what will happen to that rich kid buys? you've got to stop. how? you feel ichy in your hands cause you don't want your friends to look at you in the differnt eye that you hated. somehow, you start to think of ways to buy the goods. when you are in a stuck situation, you can't earn and the allowance doesn't give enough, you start to steal.
now, let's review the situation again.
is money that good a motivation in life?

now, let's look another aspect. say, you take your current girlfriend or boyfriend as your motivator. hmm... before anything, are you sure she/he is the one whom you are going to get married to? if no, then i ask you to re-consider to think about having her/him as your movtivator in life. if you answered yes, well, i do think that you should evaluate your relationship. yes means a commitment in life, love, finance, work, taxes, utilitie bills, children and children's education. are you ready for that? if no, i think you shouldn't take him/her as your motivator in life. moreover, what can he or she give/do for you to motivate you? he/she cannot be with you 24/7. impossible. even sweet nothings cannot last forever, truthfully, not even their love.

alrights! i'll stop disillusionsing all and get off. im going to go shopping for a jumper now! haha. hope i can find one really nice and at a resonable price. take care!! lots of it. you all have got my love with ya! =)