the bag that `he gave me.












attapchees. `he took a 'candid' shot. actually, i didn't know `he was going to take that shot.












hello my dearest people! =)

let me tell you about what happened at my school's concert last night. well, as usual, attap chees gathered with exception of `him and `his friends presence. lol. `he and `his friends were so noisy during the concert! they were clapping at inappropriate intervals, laughing and lots and lots of hand actions. although it was rather irritating and embarrassing, but it was quite funny. lol. hmmm. then, we sat though 90 minutes of good music. becca played 2 solo sections. she played it excellently! *applauses for becks loudly*by the way, i had trouble operating jac's camera that i couldn't took photos of becks playing her first solo section. i felt so noob!

the pl almuni band people played selection from cats. wong lian hui was so suave when she played the drums. the attap chees were obviously swooning over her. actually, i don't think it was only us, but ah heck. lol.

after that, we all went for supper except `he couldn't make it cause he had to go back for a cutting cake thing. oh wells. attap chees, rong hua and andy(shengyao's classmate) went to serangoon gardens to eat. miao and all joined us, somehow. we went to liquid kitchen. the food there looked fantastic but having insufficient funds.... so the story continues. lol.

after a while. i felt really bored and so happens that the 2 guys wanted to leave. i jumped onto the chance and left with them. they were two wonderful, wonderful people. they provided fun and insight. seriously, who would do that? im the hot gal. private joke though. lol. hmmm. i went to buy my kinda dinner/supper fried omelette with oyster. well, apparently, i mistook char kway teow with the fried omelette store and then, i was stating that there were two fried oyster omelette store. thank goodness only andy was around cause ronghua went to get a drink. andy looked at me and asked two oyster omelette stores?? i looked again and went oops! i meant one. then he kinda laughed/teased me. so evil right? lol. but i forced him not to tell ronghua anything. its so embarrassing! lol. he's really nice. such a nice big brotherly kind of person. lol. oh wells. they waited with me for my parents to come fetch me. so gentlemen. andy worried that someone will abduct me. seriously, who will? so nonsense. lol.

but then, THANK YOU ANDY AND RONGHUA! for being so nice. waiting with me and hearing all my rubbish. lol.

oh yes! did i mention that i got a brand new bag? so exciting. `he gave it to me. im like estactic, kinda. lol. i gave `him a cushion, purple cushion. lol. he likes it very much, i think. lol.

aiie. im feeling so lost nowadays. i've absolutely no idea what im doing either besides studying. i've lost meaning in church, my life, my friends. everything seems so empty. oh yeah. i wrote a poem-sort thing on emptiness. sounds good. lol. let me go look for it and post it up. lol.


emptiness seranades the early morning like the morning bird sings its song.
despite all attempts made to conquer that uprising feeling, it still stuck around with conntempt.
where did my love go?
emptiness danced with loneliness in an everlasting fanciful dance.

nice? nice? =)

hello! yes, i have not written anything for the longest time. =)

anyways, it was Good Friday yesterday. i went to Brian's church. quite.. well, charasmatic, i guess. but i did make some funny friends. lol. Desmond, Jieying's god brother, was actually Brian's friend. the world is VERY small. hmmm. anyways, got to know him and another guy. they're irritatingly funny. let's just put it that way.

yupp, yupp. let's see. what can i talk about. well, i have a lot to talk about but i can't remember off hand now. oh yes! there's this senior in my school that has already been married with a child. well, nothing surprising but she is 19. yeah. that's the point that i wanted to bring across. she's just 19. lol. can you imagine yourself being 19 with a child?my goodness. that is so young. i mean, your life has barely started and there you are with a child. as much as i love having children, i believe that there is a time for everything. don't you agree? hmm. shocking isn't? oh wells.

la la la. there's so much to talk about but can't think of anything now. wanna hear something sick? my father just digged my ears. lol.

Broken, this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason
I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you, so you know
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I'd let go, but there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one
Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone
And something's breaking up (breaking up)
I feel like giving up (like giving up)
I won't walk out until you know
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I'd let go, but there's just no one who gets me like you do
You are my only my only one
Here I go, so dishonestly
Leave a note, for you my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I'd let go, but there's just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one
My only one
My only one
My only one
You are my only, my only one

thanks to that babe! she took the photos on my birthday. and this entry is solely to thank her only.

see girl. i thank-ed you. lol. love ya babe. your birthday is coming! miss ya~

难过　是因为闷了很久
是因为想了太多
是心理起了作用

你说　苦笑常常陪着你
在一起有点勉强
该不该现在休了我 不想太多　

我想一定是我听错弄错搞错
拜託　我想是你的脑袋有问题 随便说说　

其实我早己经猜透看透不想多说
只是我怕眼泪撑不住

不懂　你的黑色幽默
想通　却又再考倒我
说散　你想很久了吧？
我不想拆穿你

当作　是你开的玩笑
想通　却又再考倒我
说散　你想很久了吧？
败给你的黑色幽默

我的认真败给黑色幽默