暧昧让人受尽委屈
找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进
何时该放弃
连拥抱都没有勇气
只能陪你到这里
毕竟有些事不可以
超过了友情
还不到爱情
远方就要下雨的风景
到底该不该哭泣
想太多是我还是你
我很不服气
也开始怀疑
眼前的人
是不是同一个
真实的你
暧昧让人变得贪心
直到等待失去意义
无奈我和你
写不出结局
放遗憾的美丽
停在这里
wo……
hu…wo…

well, this song reminds me deeply of `him. the `him i still think about every now and then. sighs. i know its been so long but it carried some happy stuff that i like to think about every now and then. hmmm. i'll be seeing you soon when i start work again. gee, i wonder what will happen next. maybe, there'll be no tomorrow. just as i like to see it, things will never be. maybe its just me, but then it'll be deep truth.

hurt inside,
strong outside.
never told a single soul.
til today i bare my soul.

who can let me out,
out of this neverending trap?