"When It All Falls Apart"

I'm having the day from hell,
It wasn't all going so well (before you came)
And you told me you needed space,
With a kiss on the side my face (not again)
And not to mention (the tears I shed)
But I should have kicked your (ass instead)
I need intervention
Attention to stop temptation to scream

Cause baby
Everything is F'ed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do,
when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
Cuz I can't turn to you
when it all falls apart
No

Don't know where I parked my car
Don't know who my real friends are (anymore)
I put my faith in you
What a stupid thing to do (when it rains it pours)
And not to mention (I drank too much)
I'm feeling hung over (and out of touch)
I need intervention
Attention to stop temptation to scream

Cause baby
Everything is F'ed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
Cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls apart
No

Can it be easier?
Can I just change my life?
Cause it just seems to go bad everytime
Will I be mending?
another one ending once again
Everything is F'ed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
Cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls apart
No [x2]
Falls apart
Gotta pick myself up 'cause things are messed up

hello. today was like the worst sunday of the month. okay, let's start things first, one by one.

well, church. it was actually good. as in i had sufficient rest the day before, so i could actually pay attention? yeah. then, i had an exceptionally good view of this cute guy in church that i reckon likes me? haha. hmmm. he was sitting directly adjacent to me. whenever i felt bored, i just like turned and looked. okay, its abit wrong but im sorry? yeah. anyways, he looked at me like how many times also? haha. hmm. so, this wasn't really the worst part. yeah. evan was like yeah right. he so likes me. but evan! its true! haha.

friends, i just feel like there's so much that my friend may be backstabbing and shit. it just sucks like fuck. oh my gosh. i just so wanna slap someone now. like that motherfucking bitch,


love, he's being a bastard all over again. what dating partner? i know, its just a dating shit but tell me if you don't want me? seriously. fuck.

my life is getting a fucking toll. i need a break soon.


rectify my pain ;
tear away my hurts.

hello all my dearestest!please forgive me for this long awaited post due to my utmost duty as a student, of which consisting of mainly studies and friends. haha.

anyways,, so much has happened during this period of time.broke up, quarrelling. life's never been much more exciting than recently. well, im officially single once again and damn am i proud of that. just that i'm committed to exclusive dating. but seriously, what the hell is that? oh wells. cruel reality. haha. well, its just that i miss him. drats. but anyways, life's gotta move on and its going to be a waste of time to waste it on one person. why give up the entire ocean for one fish or forest for one tree? seriously, i think these sort of cliches or ridiculous. how can we be fishes or trees? just put it simple, blatant terms. if they refuse to accept, then too bad? haha.

god, i so love sexyback. i want to go clubbing.coco latte sounds very good. haven't been to MOS. yes, i know. mountainous tortise. but eh! im excusable cause im a student. im so legal next year. how fun! haha. im moving out too.i think that staying in this home is ridiculous, especially with my sister. so bossy. gosh, i wonder how her kids would turn out.=x.

anyways, im moving on with life. he's my exclusive dating partner and i need to start on my studies really soon or i will so fail my exams. so yeah, that's about it dahlings. love you all! =)

i need an inspiration to write a song~
help me~
help~

this is me! being a naughty pupil.

anyways, do i look nice? haha. heh. anyways, i love you all. quarrelled with roy today. sorted SOME stuff out though. need cash desperately! very desperately!!!!

终于下了决心约你在某个街角
距离三四公里好像就能看见你微笑
擦肩而过行色匆匆横穿过人潮
谁能了解为了说爱你苦练整个通宵
直觉它告诉我　
你也会爱上我
可是距离越近　
越难越近　
这伙心狂跳快疯掉
I want you　I need you　
想给你拥抱
I want you　I need you　
要你知道
想要你知道
颤抖的我加速心跳
闭上眼的我在最后祈祷
直觉它告诉我还有一秒　
我所有的爱你就能感受到
终于发现自己距离你只有一秒
人群刹那之间好像突然变得静悄悄
背对着我　
你的孤单　
很渴望依靠
为何只有一步之望我却永远走不到
没什么大不了　
这一切不重要
回忆统统忘掉想念开始都发烧　
是我的嗜好　
别说我太无聊我只是
停不了　
戒不掉每时每刻要　
没完没了要
你好出人意料的信号
意想不到的拥抱都是为了　
看你笑