hello!

haha. ahloy is not the disgusting way of spelling alloy but the way i call my brother. haha. his name is roy but ya. that ex-ah beng is known as AHLOY! haha. i miss my ahloy. haha. anyways, today,i didn't go to school but went for tuition instead. cool eh?haha. anyways, i think im typing too loudly and im pissing my sister off cause she needs to sleep supposedly. ah freaks. haha. hmmm..

ahLOY! you better remember to call me tonight, or i'll murder you with a HAMBURGER! haha!

*private joke* haha. hmmm.

alrights then, take care all.. han's coming out tomorrow. how fun! haha!

=) <3

hello all!

okay, my title is literal okay? im really ill and full of love. haha

anyways, i really can't think much to type cause my brain's absolutely not working and im ill! excuses actually. well, for one thing straight, my prelims are officially over and im so screwed cause im gonna fail for like everything. haha oh wells. im mad!


what the hell. my art is incomplete and if i don't hand it in tomorrow, im forced to drop art. crap. haha.

i desperately need some inspirations!

hello! this week commences my prelims. well, i can frankly say that i didn't study. =)

oh wells. studies. bleahh

you are such a turn off. go figure.

hello all!

today was a fantastic day nonetheless when some bastard asked back cash from me.

ANYWAYS, thank you han for your little insight. and correction, i inspired that song. not really for me. haha.

okay! today, i slept for 4 hours and i went straight to MATH tuition. seriously man. i drank coffee and it aided me alot. my performance was better than my friend. maybe it was the coffee. haha. after which, i went to gardens to help my mum pay her credit card bills. met up with the hot babe of my life, jialin. she has grown so much that she's HOT. *fans* seriously, i felt so glamorous walking beside her today. the feeling was absolutely fantastic. thanks babe! haha. we went to the cathy to watch ' The Devil Wears Prada'. it wasn't the best movie of all times but it was worth the catch.or at least i paid 7 bucks for good spacious chairs. haha. i love the cathy! they have such lovely seats. next time anyone is going to ask me out for a movie, im definitely going to the cathy. I LOVE THEIR COMFY CHAIRS! haha. anyways, jialin and i talked so much today. i really missed her. she's the sweetest friend that i really ever had. really. i love her to bits! haha. hmmm.oh my gosh. its nearing twelve! im gonna like sms her. haha. i love my hot babe. hmmm.. what else... oh yes! we took 11 photos at one shot and you all are gonna be so jealous cause she 'kissed' me! ha!~ how often do you get hot babes kissing you? eh? eh? haha.

oh wells. anyways.

i guess this is the final thread
that held me in the love chain.
now that it is gone,
you're outta my life.
that's a good thing cause,
i never needed you in any moment.


la lala!

hi,hi!

well, let's see. i've re-contacted a very long time no see friend by the name of han. hmm. he's been really nice! and guess what? he completed the song that he wrote, for me i think. haha. ego,ego. anyways. he's been really sweet to me and im meeting up with him on wednesday. he's going in to the army on friday! gosh. that's like so fast. evn my mum was saying that time flew. apparently, i did tell my mum about him. yeah. my comp is lagging like crazy~ why? don't do this to me~~~

haha. anyways, im going out with cerlyn tomorrow, han on wed and jialin on thurs before her birthday. oh! isn't life so exciting?

although the love has come to pass,
but my life has taken a whole new turn.
i have found the past that has been waiting.
reminiscing is the last thing i'll do,
cause im reviving the past.
people who've came and are still around,
they are the ones who made me smile.

oh,oh! han wrote this!!

You painted the lovely skies
And moulded the soft white clouds
You made the birds fly by
They bring such cheerful sounds

You laid the sands and seas
To match the blue above
And even made the horizon
So the heavens could meet the earth

Everything you made, you made it wonderful
Just for your child, you made it beautiful

Thank you Lord
you made it all worthwhile
You know it when i'm down
You took the trouble to make the rubble
Look so good no matter how
Thank you Lord
You help me walked the miles
To find this love somehow
You made this lady, who came into my life
You always make me smile

(Han: Hi there! I'm Han. And yes, I've come with purpose to give a little insight to the piece above. This song was definitely written for the author of this blog, "I Think The World Is Messed Up And Screwed", just to reaffirm her thoughts. Some things that you, as the reader, should know about this song...

The song was written about 2 years ago. Back then, I had a hard time coming up with a suitable melody for it. I didn't know why, but initial style of melody I had for this song was one that was more... mellow-melancholy, if you know what I mean. I tried many times, over the span of the 2 years, trying hard to come up with a satisfactory melody to suit the words, but to no avail. Somehow, I just wasn't pleased with the feel. And oddly, I never thought about changing the style of the melody I intended. Until now.

I picked up the guitar once again, and sat in front of the computer, strumming away. Somehow, very naturally, the melody that came out from my mouth was one that was upbeat, cheery and chirpy [literally, if you hear the trial recording I did].

The lyrics of the song came from the inspiration that filled me when she... first agreed. The intention of the song is to show how much God has given us so much in life that makes things beautiful, that brings a smile to our face. But especially, that He has placed in my life a lovely lady such as her, that really means more than all the beauty and wonders of nature. In life, God has been there through it all, and has given me so much to be thankful for, but leading me towards this path to meet her? That was the... peak of it all.

Gees. I should learn to keep it short and simple... That's all for now, then! May we meet again, when my hair grows on my head.)

hello!

-you think you can stay around in my life and make me suffer? im sorry dude. you can go get your own life. there's no such thing as staying as an asshole in my life. i've much better things to do than let you stay around and make me feel shitty all the time.. im good without you. true you made some impact of sort, but hell i realise that its bullshit. oh wells.-


I MISS BENJAMIN CHONG. okay, that's a damn random comment but ya. haha.

i just thank God that He never did give up on me when i strayed so damn far away. i thank God for not giving up on me when i needed the support. KHORP KHUN PRAJAO.

haha. i think getting my life back on track is more important than anything now. haha

Yeah
Uh huh
New Blaque
Darckchild, Darkchizzle
The jump off Is it true that im the one making you nervous?
Trying real hard as bound for show press
By you and your crew, that's helpless
You saw that X5, that's me out side
I know you, kinda seem so confused
You cant understand how my diamonds seem blue
But its cool its true, its unusual
A girl so fly out shining a guy

We can talk about this, lets talk about it
We can talk about this, don't think about it
About me on the floor, that's what I came here for
So pump ya breaks it seem as if ya wantin' more

It aint me, im sorry you got the wrong one
It aint me, I just came out to have fun
It aint me, go out and find another one
I don't like what your kickin' son, now leave

Cause even if I leave alone, I'm good
And even if you come along, I'm good
Don't mean a thing to me cause, I'm good
With or without you
If you wanna play games with me then, I'm good
Say what you do for me than, I'm good
You don't really mean a thing cause, I'm good
With or without you
I'm good I'm good without you
I'm good I'm good
I'm good I'm good without you
I'm good I'm good

Playas please, please stop frontin' and do you
I don't know Benz started makin Isuzu's
But it's cool cause I do what I do
Which causes me not to be needin you.
When I leave, I got a crib to go to
That I got myself straight out of high school
So if you comin' at me, be ready
Cause there aint no way imma let somebody play me

We can talk about this, lets talk about it
We can talk about this, don't think about it
About me on the floor, that's what I came here for
So pump ya breaks it seem as if ya wantin' more

It ain't me, im sorry you got the wrong one
It ain't me, I just came out to have fun
It ain't me, go out and find another one
I don't like what your kickin' son, now leave

Cause even if I leave alone, I'm good
And even if you come along, I'm good
Don't mean a thing to me cause, I'm good
With or without you
If you wanna play games with me then, I'm good
Say what you do for me than, I'm good
You don't really mean a thing cause, I'm good
With or without you

I'm good I'm good without you
I'm good I'm good
I'm good I'm good without you I
'm good I'm good

[Rap]
Yo, im only Clyde if you clip me
And I still got ice even if you aint wit me
Candy paint and I still bump
Biggie Halter, throwback, ripped up dickies
Ya hate me cause I am nice up on the mic
I'm twice the size of rice
My flow keepin 'em right
Brain dead you need cents like 50
Cause you won't truely love me like Bobby and Whitney
No

Cause even if I leave alone, I'm good
And even if you come along, I'm good
Don't mean a thing to me cause, I'm good
With or without you
If you wanna play games with me then, I'm good
Say what you do for me than, I'm good
You don't really mean a thing cause, I'm good
With or without you

Cause even if I leave alone, I'm good
And even if you come along, I'm good
Don't mean a thing to me cause, I'm good
With or without you
If you wanna play games with me then, Im good
Say what you do for me than, I'm good
You don't really mean a thing cause, Im good
With or without you

I'm good I'm good without you
I'm good I'm good I
'm good I'm good without you
I'm good I'm good
I'm good I'm good without you
I'm good I'm good
I'm good I'm good without you
I'm good I'm good

I'm good !

hello. not literally caught up in favourable slavery cause there's absolutely no such thing unless its like you're brainwashed or some shit. haha. anyways, i enjoy singleton days. haha. okay, that's absolutely random.

right now, im gonna go play for my godson's captain's ball team. hopefully we will 'own' the entire shit and win the very enticing vouchers. haha. its a definitely going to be a good game and all that. especially the company. playing with the queen bitch and friend. but im gonna love the guys. cause they'll play better. haha. im not hiding my immense dislike for the queen bitch because she's simply a bitch,

anyways, i got back at roy very very slyly. the other girl that he likes love the song mirame. i purposedly play mirame in front of him and his entire face turned colour and became shocked. he was like, why're you playing this song? and then went silent for a while. how lame can that get? so silly. haha.

anyways, im pissing bored now. waiting to go bathe and then can leave to yio chu kang which is fucking far from where i stay. but compared to greater distances, maybe i really shouldn't complain too much. =)