for another brand new day to begin.

hello my dear readers of this absolute boring blog. =)

anyways, when prom night came to a close, i realised that i have only one good friend that i'll probably keep contact with and is worth keeping contact with.. its just that after sec 4, i screwed up quite a bit of friendships. i don't know why but i thought i kinda outgrown some and i am a poser in school. i know that. but ah heck. all in the name of fun! hmmm.. i have hates, loves and neutral stuff towards my graduating class. its a wonder what two to three years can do to people working together. gees. i wonder what about those in the society. it will definitely be different. i can say i have a lot of aquaintances but real friends, they're rare i say. the harder you try to look for friends, the further they become. the more slack you are about it, the closer they come. its like happiness. don't try to hard. just chill out and it'll come to you, depending on fate that is.

aiie, philosophies of life and everything simple. why can't everything be kept simple? really. oh wells. now, i just wanna get to work, know more people and move onto a new phase. yeah. im quite happy with my family, boyfriend and church. friends, they're hindering me for the moment. i can afford to let go since i'll be most of the time absorbed with my darling and sorting out problems as we go. so, whatever it is, i rather have new friends for the moment. yeah. =)