somehow, i feel that this is taking a big turn..

we talked monday night. we 'splitted', cause i felt that you don't love me anymore and what's the point of holding on when im the only one swimming in the sea.. i felt hurt. i was disappointed.. i don't know what to do anymore.. then you told me that you still loved me and cannot let me go.. i don't know.. you told me that you can't find happiness.. i told you that i will help you.. i miss you terribly but do you even know? because of your ego.. its not character clash.. i realised.. i've given in everything.. everything that i can.. but, you want more and more and more and more. i
ve given everything, don't you understand? well, maybe you don't .. i don't know.. i just feel hurt.. very badly.. betcha don't even give a shit..

somehow, i just feel that its soon for us to split. character clash is such a lame excuse. whatever. really.


i almost blurted it out yesterday.. if i did, what would have happened today?