wasted. damnit. i have absolutely nothing to do.


fast act about Christina:
I can stay at home all day and fall ill around mid-day.



i swear i will fall ill.. i'll have these bouts of naeusa feelings and then headaches and then body aches. all that shit. GUESS WHAT? im not the only one. lol. cerlyn has em too when she stays home all day. ahahahah.


hmmm.. he's out at work again. so bored. this is the life of dating someone who's just started working. ah wells. but at least tonight he's going to PLAY with me! wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! haha. i realise that so far all my paragraphs are short and spastic. lol. hmmm. anyways, i don't know what to wear. its either a dress or 3/4s. hmmm. i think im gonna wear a dress if i go. cause he's like.. uh.. i don't know if i wanna go.. DAMNIT. lol.


haha. im hearing baby got back now. lol. its such a stupid song. what's wrong with a fat ass girl bitch? learn tah appreciate biatch! haha. he was saying he likes the afro-american stuff cause hip hop is their thing. so yeah. im cool with anything as long you be yourself. =)



i really need some new vids to enhance my bloody boring life now. therefore i blog. enhancing? i don't know.


oh ya!!!


during sometime earlier this year, i went for a filiming session for some REAL deal talk. as in, there were like say 6-8 of us? and i was the youngest. the rest were like some stupid uni student from blah blah facuilty and blah blah major. the way they introduced themselves were like..
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haha. BORING. maybe because i ain't from university. haha. im only friggin' 18. lol. hmm. at that point of time i was still 17 so i went bimboticly introducing myself. i said something along these lines, " Hi! im the youngest. not from any university. just finished secondary school and my purpose for participating in this thing to create awareness for people who really want to know youths. =)" and yes i gave a bloody dumb smile! sheesh. i feel so stupid now. lol. anyways, you ask when the show is coming out? me has no idea too. that girl who is my cousin's friend says that it will come out when im in poly. so IM WAITING. STILL AM? YEAH. YOOHOO SHOW? I REALLY LOVE TO WATCH MYSELF NOW~.



im egoistic. tell me about it. lol. well, when it DOES FINALLY comes out, i will definitely tell you. it won't be on national tv cause its too explicit.. =) not vulgarities explicit but VERY thought provoking. haha! something from me is very thought provoking okay.


back to my boring life, watched be cool last night again. john tralvota said something interesting. if you're important, people will wait for you. hmmm..

are you worth waiting for? truly? lol. i don't know cause i don't know which you im talking about. haha. lame.


call me ugly cause i have this disgusting patch of thing at the corner of me mouth. i feel ugly. i didn't even notice it at first until last night when he told me about it. i was SHIT. *covers mouth* screams slightly and went fuck. im uglier. although its a small patch, but its digusting!!! ahh~ maybe i shall not go clubbing afterall... =(

okay.. its a rash cause its disappearing now... but STILL VISIBLE.. im gonna start like hiding my face beneath a veil.. like some mysterious hot babe but turns out to be fat and ugly. lol.

OH YES. i do realise something. guys seem to hate girls to complain that we are fat right? i just thought of something. we girls are naturally VAIN. we want to look pretty and fat is a definite no. so of course we want people to compliment us when we know that we are really not that fat after all. don't ask me why. i don't know why either. lol!

BUT feel free to slap the girl if she is FUCKING skinny and decides that an additional of A gram is sin to her. please do me the honor. lol.

oh yes, my naesueas-ness , however you spell that, is gone. maybe bloggin cure illnesses! that's a first and probably the last. lol.


alrights. i should be back shortly cause i really am quite bored.. lol