yesterday, i just found out that one of the guys in my church passed away... he was so young.. my goodness.. i think you guys should know by now from yesterday news that a captain ho died while preparing for the marathon yesterday.. it was so sudden.. i mean he was less than 25 when he died.. it made me think.... (its so silly that humans only start to think about their lives when something of great impact hit them) about my life... its not the best way.. like my mum says, is life all about your friends, money and clubbing? im sure there's other stuff that we can consider about eh?

oh wells.... im suppose to attend his wake but i can't.. working and tuition-ing... oh wells...


DAMN! its just so sad... i was telling my mum.. what if it was me?my dad and her would probably break down so bad.... damn.. i just wish that i can take care of them and not leave them first.. but.... i better go for a body checkup just in case... lol...

us trying to follow that japish cutie style..
as quoted by dickson, NIN ZHEN NEI HANG.
the girl that never fails to be there.
yes, where's nana?
cheryl and i.

i could roar at anyone. i swear man...

let me tell you why...

he was suppose to fetch me from work but he didn't.. that's isn't really the main point. well, he had this thing on in the afternoon and he promised to fetch me.. after which he told me that he was gonna hang around for a while but will still be in time to fetch me.. never mind that... suddenly, at around late 8 plus, he sms-ed to say that he will be late and he has to go home first to get some stuff.... that is not related to me.... then, i had a sms from his godsis that he had to meet her up cause of some stuff then asked me not to blame him if he comes late.. then i received his sms on him meeting his godsis and all.. i mean, fuck man.. if you had to meet your godsis last minute.. can't you even send a sms while you are ON THE WAY??? even if she fetched you, can't you even spare 2 minutes to just type a fucking sms to tell me that you will be late or even not be able to make it? you can't? its not as if you can't ask for 2 minutes.. fuck i don't believe that okay. and then you are like im gonna be late lei.. im gonna be late. don't want to meet just fucking say okay. fine.. so i did tell you don't meet me but because you want me to say it anyways.. fucker! its like if i don't fetch you from work, you will fucking be angry with me.. ignore me and then be like no ah.. im not angry.... FINE. i'll fucking do the same...


knnnbccb. you can la.. then i cannot... whatever la okay... i don't want to talk to you.. your sorry-s are meaningless.. what's the point? no use... no point.. forget it.. its okay what.. tomorrow i can't meet you.. prolly thurs too. .what's the fucking point? might as well fri don't meet right.. forget it la.. seriously.. don't say you will make it up.. you never did make up whenever you wanted to.. so ya.. its just gonna slide past again.. whatever for right? don't bother la.. im prolly the childish one again.. so ya.. FUCK OFF.... knnnccb.

i think my boobs look a bit... ermm.... hmmm,....

life is like so bored now.. today there are like 14 people in class nia.. i think im going to zhaos... bth... fucking boring... rather go out.. think im gonna go home and sleep sia.. damn tired.. nothing to do anyways.. hmmm. which reminds me.. i need to take photos...

oh wells.. these few days, kakkak was being down so we accompanied her.. oh wells.. that poor soul...





i wanna go home!!!!!!!

hell yeah.. im darn bored.. hmmm.. im so gonna be broke by the end of this month... seriously..

by the way, my mp3 is U3 not K3... my bad.... sians.. im bloggin cause im bored.. .damnit..
i have nothing to blog about... DAMN

i am OFFICIALLY a donut lover.. haha.. just ate dunkin donuts yesterday.. then head down to causeway point to get munchy donuts.. lol.. i love munchy donuts' greentea flavour.. its actually nice! haha...



oh wells. im been binging so much that i need a serious diet.. damn... im fat.. =((((( wanna see a fat photo? i'll upload tonight.. lol.. when i was like sec 2-3 i was fucking fat okay.. now at least i can see a wrist.. if not, like a lunp of body mass.. haha


its not that im not not happy with my body size. its just that i want to be good looking... slimmer people seem to get all that damn attention.. i tell you.. i can be very attention seeking.. whether i want to behave at that point of time.. i just throw my face sometimes and only regret it later on... which is absolutely stupid.. i swear.. lol...

ah.. fuck those insecurities.. oh ya.. there's this funny website about the word fuck and how to use it.. lemme go find the link and put it up here.. lol



http://www.prankspace.com/myspace-fword-prank-codes.htm

yeah.. that's about it.. i miss you, i love you....






















let's kiss under the sunlight,
down right at the beach.
i want you to know,
that im proud of you.
everywhere i go.

yeah! i bought a new mp3 player!! omg.. samsung rocks my ass off okay.. haha. i love my k3. i swear i do.. it has really good soundings.. love it love it love it!! haha. currently, im in this chinese song craze.. i just feel like listening to chi songs all day long. lol..


darn... one of my good friends in class broke off with her guy.. i think she feels more released. although she doesn't show it that much , but could tell that she isn't really very happy.. some how.. oh wells.. im just typing this to kill time.. darn.

have i not blogged. lol. well, school was fun today! i love school now.. gonna have to hang out with them before school term ends and we would have to change class again. lol. well, let's see.. we had a clubbing session in school... yeah.. that's right.. kinda wierd eh? i thought so too.. guess what nassa can really shake that thang! haha... so fun~ it was like OMG.. we were dirtydancing to each other.. ooo.. i love to see girl on girl action.. sofucking hot.... lol.. okay, sound so lesbian-y but better than guy on guy man.. looks soWRONG! damnit. haha

anyways! dickson, being the pimp, was the only guy there.. hafta go frab photos... hmmm.. errrrrrrr......... well, it was kinda boring at first, then came the rest of the gang. not too bad then.. nana got high on fruit punch.. -__________________________________________- what the hell right? haha.. i know, i know. lol.. hmm.. what else.. was a slacky day today.. loved school anyways.. =)) i love ya'll!!



hey darling.. i love you... but if you gonna break this last chance.. im leaving.. for good..