crying doesn't really seem to suit me cause i knocked my head and of which is giving me a splitting headache and my swollen eyes are making me sleepy.. damn! oh wells.. do you think its selfish if you know that the one you love could obviously have a better life abroad without you but yet you made a decision that keeps him right here and have a suckier life. what do you think? im really confused between this 2 options... OH WELLS.