im running away from this messed up place. im breaking free. i am hurt.... so hurt that i'm speechless... i don't think there's happiness anymore.. you never understood how i felt.... wheni say this, all you know is push the blame... saying whether i understand you.. you never wanted to hear me talk before.. maybe... its me to blame. but im sick and tired.. maybe im gonna give up.. i know im happier without you yet i cannot leave without you.. this time round, its time to choose.. i know probably i will let you go but you will turn astray.. maybe i should be selfish after being so selfless towards you. but you never understood nor hear me speak...


im disappearing without you,
yet my disappearance is good.