homg. i haven't blogger in like AGES! and so fast, its end of the year and tomorrow's gonna be the new year!well, am gonna spend it with my friends.. so its not so bad! my CHURCH friends actually called me to go club.. haha.WHAT UNHOLY ONES WE ARE! hahahha. but sorry.. its gonna be too damn crowded.. haha oh wells! and we hope that at marina bay there's something to watch~~ wheeeeee

haha... well, watched alvin and the chipmunks again with my family this time round.. i am still very much in love with theodore! homg.. he is so fat and cute.. his cheeks!! oh my.. if he was real i would have stolen him!! haha... oh wells! cute sei! i wanna go buy their album.. power to the mar! haha. made new specs at the same time.. my current ones are like slanted.. HAHAHH. i better learn how to take care of my specs.. my left eye gone up about 0.25 deg.. shit.. it should be going down!!! haa... hmm... i've got a new phone too.. k530i.. not what i wanted cause after much consideration.. that a 3g phone would be more worth? so yeah~ =D and its like a free phone.. so might as well? hmm... i need a m2 card DESPERATELY! my phone memory is minute of 12mb.. like. -___- wth? haha.. i neeed money...... lots and lots of money!!!!!!!!!!!!




dear new year, please grant me lots of money and faith in GOD. i really want to start back a serious relationship with GOD.. cause my life's quite meaningless now.. =\

well,well, well.. its christmas eve and my tagboard is dead once again! oh wells~ anyways, ivan's like stuck at camp with guard duty.. poor him.. i just took my guitar back home with me into my new home and ya.. started to play again...after like how long have i not played and FINALLY... my fingertips aren't really that painful...i kinda miss the times when we were into playing the guitar.. as in me and my then shifu... haha... then he was teaching me and stuff.. so fun! sighs.. christmas is here.. it just seems that the christmas spirit has just died for me.. i don't feel the fun-ness anymore.... oh wells! gonna head out to buy shoes later..BLACK STILETTOS. whoopeedeedee.. haha.. bought a nice black dress that will go along with it. so hell ya! dressing up time.. i think no one would want to see me.. i've grown so fat!!! or at least i think so.

oh wells.. im kinda missing you... or maybe its just guitar that i miss!

thanks for everything that you have done in my life. its my time to turn up the notch and take it to the next level. sometimes we may forget who we are and drive on. sometimes we may be too concerned how we seem to others.. but right now, saying all this will never bring us back to where we had left our prints at.


this is not what i had imagined it to be. this is not who i want to be. turning into someone who has nothing left for me to think about. sometimes, i just need my time alone. forgetting who i was trying to be.

my hair has been cut horribly short.. and horribly short is REALLY so damn fucking short.. my hair is totally above my shoulder.. cerlyn web cam with me last night and she was like totally shocked.. hahah! then she said it wasn't nice. =( damn!!!! maybe if i take a picture soon enough, i'll post it online.. =\

haa.. im bored to many deaths.. i once remembered blogging about how when i stay at home the whole day and i will actually get ill...i was hearing this song from augustana. stars and boulevards.. its a nice song.. worth listening... my kind of song rather.. LOL. oh wells.. im getting bored with the internet... hm... 2 days into my holidays and the only thing worth commenting about was my alvin and the chipmunks show. damn! i need to get around man.. im bored to shizzats.. not working.. okay! i shall go get my job found now... and maybe get something to do this few weeks.. sians..

uhh~ i was thinking like why do we have to like raise our hands during worship? its like i don't know.. i know i used to do it also but uhh.. now to think of it, im thinking of why i should we raise hands? why do we have to speak in tongues and all.. right? aiyah... im actually kinda thinking about why and all cause like simple reasoning and theories are not enough. i want biblical examples.. like real evidence.. ike new testament says A LOT. but do you know the REAL meaning? like surface meaning is so NOT enough.. yeah.. that's why i feel that not even pastors may know what it really means and exactly.. oh wells.. i better start going to church seriously again~

yeah! i watched alvin and the chipmunks yesterday~ whoot! damn nice siol... lol.... the chipmunks damn cute la.. i got that song that was composed for them.. I LOVE EM~ if there're really talking chipmunks, i will go all my way out to buy em~ love em to like bits yo~ hahaha...

damn.. im sick now.. =| i have like fever flu and all.. shit man! hahahha...

haha.. back to friday... went to freaking dxo for manda's birthday celebration.. the cake was so darn cute! so nice right? haha... damn real lor.. hmmm.. but stayed for a while cause its darn boring then went to find my other friend then went home.. I WANNA PLAY MJ. haha.





well, well, well.. i WAS suppose to head out to school yesterday for open house preparations but i was soooooo lazy that i totally forgot about it and just slacked away~ haha.. damn! well! i so wanna watch alvin and the chipmunks!!! i have the song.... the chipmunk song.. so darn cute~ hahahahhaha.. =P my mother said that ever since i knew what i liked, i liked chipmunks... like chip and dale.. haha.. chip and dale is like CUTENESS TO THE MAX YO!

WHOLE NEW EXPERIENCE!

wahahahha. im bored. -__-"


shit.. why does it have to be at dxo? shit~~~ oh wells. but since i have not clubbed in quite sometime, it should be fun.. i shall call someone out for clubbing next wed.. LOL.

WHAHAHAHA.. MANDA'S BIRTHDAY CELEBRATIONS TOMORROW~~ HOORAY~ CLUBBBBBBBBBBBINNNG.....
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hmm... i forgot what i wanted to blog about but ya.. im not in a good mood today but at least im in school.. i like my classmates... cept for a few wierdos... ah lians chicks and ah beng wannabe.. i shall leave home.. go to church and forget everything..i have absolutely no money today for school. nothing..

fuck.. i fucking hate everything now.. i really do.. fucking shit... everything's so fucked up now.. FUCKERS.... i fucking hate you for fucking screwing my life.. you really are ruining my life.

yesterday was one of the most tiring days of my life but i definitely had great fun! well, yesterday was the eve of manda's birthday. soooo, her dearest boyfriend wanted to give her a good surprise... haha.. he enlisted cerlyn whom eventually had me to help her together... we started by going to hougang to order manda's cake for friday, then search for balloons or something... haha. then we left to parkway first.. to buy our tealight candles and balloons.. then, we went on a search for the best, quietest and most romantic spot on east coast beach.. we then arranged the candles.. BUT, the wind refused to still and we had a hard time keep the flames on.. haha.. so before we had to runaway, we only managed to see the letters h, a, p, p, b, m, a, n, d, a that were lighted.. so it kinda spelled as happ b manda.. haha.. kinda stupid.. then when manda and her bf arrived, we had to run to his car to place the cake and finally arranged the car boot neatly just in case anything had messed up.. yeahh.. so we were playing paparazzi.. haha. kinda stupid but fun.. then we ran back to the shelter when they were going to the car area.. haha... then we finally showed ourselves when they came back to the shelter.. glad that everything almost went well.. haha.. manda loved it and we were truly glad that she did.. will get pictures from cerlyn... haha.. she has em all! haha... oh wells.....


BY THE WAY, IF YOU WANT TO HAVE SOMETHING PLANNED BUT YOU DON'T KNOW HOW, YOU CAN CALL ME OR CERLYN FOR THIS EVENT SERVICE.. FOR BIRTHDAYS, ANNIVERSARIES AND WHAT NOT. EMPLOY US!! HAHA..

well, well, well! watched enchanted yesterday~ gosh! i love that show.. the effects are well done and although i didn't really wanted giselle to fall in love with that new york guy... but she did.. DAMN. but anyways~ it was a nice show.. gonna watch alvin and the chipmunks, the emporium show thing and the tatooist... yeahh... oh wells... but afterall.. I LOVE MOVIES! MOVIE FREAK AM I!!!!


haha. well, class is getting better.. i love friday class the most because not only its all girls, we communicate better.. or so i think.. but anyhow! i just like fri's group the most la.... hahahahahaha


cerlyn privatised her blog.. cheryl changed email.. whoppeeedeedee.. okay. im bored.



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hello many many favourite people of mine~

haha... well,lets see.. i was moving over to my grandma's house yeahh.. and i finally have my own room, although it isn't very big.. yeahh... haha.. but better then nothing.. am gonna head down to ikea this weekend to go buy some stuff for my room.. that'll be nice.. i will prolly get a new yellow lamp? and a small stool to put my specs on it.. hahaha.. i have to decorate and buy some sticker or sort to like paste in my room.. haha.. i need a more beautiful room! haha...

hmmm. i have skipped school so many times that im prepared to retain... seriously.. shit.. i have so screwed my first year... maybe i might go to private... seriously.. its faster... =S oh wells. i better start coming to school...=S

well, watched mad detective yesterday.. its nice in a way that the detective used weird methods to solve crimes and the funny thing is that the detective himself is crazy.. ya.. and he can see a person's inner personality.. yeahh.. so like the guy who killed people had like 7 inner personalities.. so complex! then the mad guy who was working another detective saw that the working partner had like 1 but he was a small weak boy.. so.. hmmm.. yeah~ oh wells.. i wanna watch alvin and the chipmunks and enchanted.. haven't watched that which i want to but no money.. anybody wanna take me out?? hahahha...

ahh! i need to get back to school seriously!