well,well, well.. its christmas eve and my tagboard is dead once again! oh wells~ anyways, ivan's like stuck at camp with guard duty.. poor him.. i just took my guitar back home with me into my new home and ya.. started to play again...after like how long have i not played and FINALLY... my fingertips aren't really that painful...i kinda miss the times when we were into playing the guitar.. as in me and my then shifu... haha... then he was teaching me and stuff.. so fun! sighs.. christmas is here.. it just seems that the christmas spirit has just died for me.. i don't feel the fun-ness anymore.... oh wells! gonna head out to buy shoes later..BLACK STILETTOS. whoopeedeedee.. haha.. bought a nice black dress that will go along with it. so hell ya! dressing up time.. i think no one would want to see me.. i've grown so fat!!! or at least i think so.

oh wells.. im kinda missing you... or maybe its just guitar that i miss!