omg. spain won the euros. shit! should have watched.

ahh.. i uploaded the steps to eat congee, courtesy of cerlyn yeo.. but! i accidentally deleted em.. crap.. well, my outcast friend is not in school.. and my cousin is not in school yetttt.. so im left alone. hungry siol.. think im gonna eat my bread and survive on that first.. later break then go find my cousin? yeah..-.-


anyways, im starting to feel better? yeahh... hmmm.. i need money la. i wanna splurge on this fred perry sneakers.. they're so hot!

i was looking through the past photos in mob.. i really miss the children there.. the people there and everything there.. looking at myself then.. i really changed a lot too.. through different phases in life, i have changed tremendously.. i am happy but at the same time not too happy about the changes? kinda like..i feel that i have changed a little too much for my own good? i don't know.. oh wells.


sometimes, just sometimes, i rather be in the past than the present.. even if i could re-write history, i would be happy with who i was but! there would be some points that i would like to change...


oh wells.. moving on...

well, well, well.. im super bored at work now. can die.. finally my laptop is back in my hands.. you have no idea how elated i am.. BUT.. i could do with some food right now.. im so broke that i have no money to eat la.. damn hungry.. pfftt.
thankfully im not wearing lenses.. if not.. DIE.. LOL

im totally disgusted with your attitude.. you can show respect to her but you can't show basic respect to me.. you keep calling her in front of me.. what are you trying to prove? that you wanna keep making me jealous so that i will not fucking appear in front of you? then why are you so bothered that i don't send you to work when things pop up last minute. what the fuck are you trying to do? you tell me that im thinking too much?

all im asking is for basic respect but you are not even respecting me as much as you respect your other friends. do you know how i feel? you keep asking me to think in your shoes.. im doing it and im working to better-ing myself to think for others. i know you are selfish.. but have you even stop for one second and look at how im trying? pfftt..

bitch's telling me not to be too bothered.. but how to when you don't even want to give me a simple respect?

the song below? its jesse mccartney's why is love so hard to find..


hmm.. this is kinda how i feel right now.. its like sometimes, you just dont' know why love is so hard to find when its supposed to be the one that's giving us life.. okay, that's beside Godly love and stuff... oh wells..



when its the end of one relationship, i really hate the moving on part. you know why? cause im such a person that i want everything to be the same and i hate to lose control over things. like i want it planned and lay out..i rather have immediate solutions than throw me all over the place.. i feel so weak and useless when im thrown all over the place. i just like being in control i guess. =\ oh wells.

Everyday, I look around
Seems that no ones's ever satisfied, uh oh
Could it be, that underneath
We've all got something to hide, oh
From the moment we arrive
We want to fill the space inside
We all need to feel alive
[chorus]
If it's love that keeps us breathin'
Gives us something to believe in
Is it fear that makes us blind
Tell me, why is love so hard to find
If we hear so much about it
And we can't go on without it
Let the mystery unwind
Tell me, why is love so hard to find
All I know is when you find it
Even Earth can feel like you're in Heaven, uh oh
Tell me know, unlock the secret
Help us all to find that hidden treasure, uh oh
From the moment we arrive
We want to fill the space inside
We all need to feel alive
[chorus]
If it's love that keeps us breathin'
Gives us something to believe in
Is it fear that makes us blind
Tell me, why is love so hard to find
If we hear so much about it
And we can't go on without it
Let the mystery unwind
Tell me, why is love so hard to find
Why is love so hard to find
Tell me, why is love so hard to find, baby [with adlibs]
Don't you know I'm never gonna give up
Till I find the love
I'll be searchin' the whole world over
To find my love, mmm yeah
Why is love so hard to find
Why, yeah
[chorus 2x]
If it's love that keeps us breathin'
Gives us something to believe in
Is it fear that makes us blind
Tell me, why is love so hard to find
If we hear so much about it
And we can't go on without it
Let the mystery unwind
Tell me, why is love so hard to find
Why is it so hard
Why, oh why [fades]

cerlyn yeo. ____ to you too...


uhh! never update photos.. lousy la! i also never... is not i don't want but is i can't.. computer refuses to load. -.-


anyways... like cerlyn has mentioned.. FOUR outstanding moves plus a new word today!

uhh... wuxi finger, chua sai, wonder clap, hulk smash AND NAM PLORE! sounds so thai... cerlyn yeo has a problem with her pronounciations today.. dumbo!


hhahahha

uhh.. well, well, well... went to mos last night with classmate and his friends.. made a new friend serene too.. well, all i can say underage parties are DEFINITELY not my thing and tonight, when its an of age party, i can't bloody go because i have btt tomorrow. oh what fuck.

pfftt. i was kinda looking forward to clubbing tonight cause i didn't really enjoy myself. no fucking liqour at all.. like seriously.. a cup of vodka lime would be like twenty fucking bucks.. what the hell! shizzat mozzat.

.. heading down to home tomorrow to support cheryl. prolly leaving after the fashion show. i mean, school on fri? yeah,.. LOL. like i reall care anyways.. uhh.. should i go to school after btt tomorrow?
super tempted not to go sia.



cerlyn yeo. update la!

wahaha. cerlyn has to now update =D

uhh... let's see...i haven't had time to upload photos cause my sister refuses to let me use her laptop and im using school's laptop to update.. darn.. im so freaking bored!! pfftt.. at least i have a close friend in class.. glad that i have a good friend to go out with in class.. hmmm... hopefully my class will be more bonded at the end of this sem... my classmate beside me seems to be awfully giggly.. -__- i don't knwo why but yeah.. she is.. -.-

anyways!! i haven't dated cerlyn for haircut yet and i need to do it soooonnnn!!!!



im having my btt test this thurs.. darn.. wish me all the best lovelies!!

haa! hola people. im back from a week's hiatus.. just came back from bangkok and stuff.. woot.. went out for a 2 person class outing with classmate and his friends.. damn fun luhh.. but left halfway after that.. woolala! am gonna upload photos once i can find the bangkok ones..

hmm.. outing involved shisha-ing and slacking at far east.. =D and then.. bangkok trip was half fun cause of shopping and the funny calypso cabaret. hmm.. i'll let the photos do the talking soo... check it out! in like the next post..


cerlyn is forgiven if she doesn't blog cause she has to rush out 2 essays by today.. and i don't know how to help her cause its on the process of tequila.. which is.. so documentative.. i don't know how to write about all that shit.. thank goodness im not taking her course.. pfftt..


I AM SO GLAD TO BE BACK IN SINGAPORE!

ahh.. haven't blogged in a while.. CERLYN. time to blog.. haha


well, let's see.. met cerlyn just now.. did a lot of stuff.. haha.. like a lot of stupid things as well? haa.. we met at serangoon mrt to do head down to ps.. then! we went to eat oyster mee sua and chicken! uhh... walked around ps for a while then... went to watch sex and the city! woot.. not bad show.. cerlyn and i tried to fit us 4 in the clique into the show.. kinda hard.. but yeah.. oh wells.. then..... followed a couple of their struts.. turned out really funnily.. LOL. uhh.. yeah.. sooooo... i left to go meet gary for a while and i saw 2 of my friends.. dickson and kelvin.. haven't seen kelvin in quite a while.. sooo.. we exchanged numbers and am thinking of heading back to bartley for a while cause since i've seen lotsa bartley people this few days.. like sunday when i saw a WHOLE bunch of them.. should be a good idea eh? hmm...


yeah... that's about my day.. gonna have a hair cut tomorrow and sing k! like whoot finally man. .and im heading for bangkok soon... hurray to holidays!