the song below? its jesse mccartney's why is love so hard to find..


hmm.. this is kinda how i feel right now.. its like sometimes, you just dont' know why love is so hard to find when its supposed to be the one that's giving us life.. okay, that's beside Godly love and stuff... oh wells..



when its the end of one relationship, i really hate the moving on part. you know why? cause im such a person that i want everything to be the same and i hate to lose control over things. like i want it planned and lay out..i rather have immediate solutions than throw me all over the place.. i feel so weak and useless when im thrown all over the place. i just like being in control i guess. =\ oh wells.