i feel like smoking the entire day away.
i feel like sitting at my rooftop the entire night.
i feel like being quiet the entire day.
i don't think i can eat anything today.



smoked on my way to school today. usually when i feel down or quiet, smoking perks me up. but today, it just made me felt a little more awake. i don't even feel my mood being lightened at all. i ate 2-3 mouths of my bun for breakfast and i didn't want to eat anymore. i feel so full that i think i can last my day without eating anymore. i feel so zonk-ed out today that i don't even want to do anything else but smoke. i don't even want to be in school today. i don't want to go to work today. i just didn't feel like doing anything else but smoke in one stationary position today. i just want to listen to rock songs all day. i don't even have mood for zouk tomorrow anymore. i don't even want to drink the water that i bought. i don't even feel like walking. and even when i walk, i feel so routine-d.



on the other hand, i got a huge suprise from audee last night. i really love it and there's a name for it.

liebigAud.


PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE do not pronounce it as lie-big-aud. its pronounced as leah-bique-aud. PRONOUNCE IT RIGHT! or i'll smack your bum. =X



other than that, i don't really feel much today. i don't even want to be saved.


oh, did i mention that i nearly got knocked down on my way to school? i know, attention seeking but seriously, it was a horrible experience. i might want to open my eyes and ears a little more when i cross roads.