i am motherfucking annoyed.

"i'll be loving youuuu, forever.
deep inside my heart you'll leave never.
even if you took my heart and tore it apart,
I would love you still forever."

zzzz. as i thought mel was angry with me, it was actually that her phone got no batt. -.- zzzzzzz



made me kan paisei la..-.- -.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-

anyways! instead of dblo-ing that night, we headed down to zouk instead cause of id issues! sooo.. we headed down to zouk with 2 half-drunken people. LOL. tyf and joey were kinda gone.. LOL. according to tyf, he had 5-6 jugs already and he also bought drinks for me beforehand.. then so happen that we couldn't get in, he drank it all up! awesomeness.. haha. but it was quite funny la huh? anyways! the group that night was... cer, mel, nic, tyf, joey, melvin and me! teehee! it was sad that i was on heels instead of shuffle shoes. after that, mel and i tried to shuffle in our heels.. erm.. its actually quite tiring and it tested my balancing skills wayy too much please! haha.


anyways! i will upload photos and more about zouk when i get photos!! =)

guess who i saw last night? one of my pastor.. he was cycling home.. haha. he had the cutest face ever! i didn't know whether to call out to him or not so i just shut my mouth and watch him cycle home. =X


heading down to dblo with my aiai and president. andddddd BESTFRIEND'S COMING! awesome! and... melvin's coming after many times of ps-ing him. LOL.=X hope he comes. haha.


stay tuned for photos! =)

what would be better now? to stick my ass in RP or to go private. pfftt

tyf was a darling and he decided to give a treat to all of us =D bravo! haha. i think i was quite zi high that night ah.. stand on the chair, action mama all and then decide to direct translate from chinese to english.. rainbow heaven by liu geng hong! LOL. that was the song. =D there's a vid too but its taking wayyyyy too long to be loaded up! so.. laters!









oh our foursome teddy groove night! im enjoying my life and i need no one to tell me shit now.

went to visit my grandma on sat morning.. received a phone call at like 8am in the fucking morning to go visit her.. coming home like at 6am? then wake up so early.. i really kisiao-ed. heh! but then when i saw her at the hospital.. i really damn heartpain. see already cry.. not once but twice.. tsk.. thought that i would be strong and not tear but then its too heart wrenching to see her like this. like so much in pain and the black stuff in the tube? its like blood from her stomach. damnit.. fucking heartpain. tsk













on the lighter note, i stole some photos of jamie! so cute right? such a daring =)


teach me something that i have not learnt.
i need to be in control of my situation.

im feeling friday although its only thursday today. damn.

.. nic's blog entry not very long ah.. then she say until like damnnnnnnn long like that.. -.- CHEY! i think i can blog longer than her la please. LOL.
let's see.. was on time for school yesterday although wanted to meet mel and nicky for breakfast.. but totally overslept.. =X then cabbed down, thought of eating but still not in time.. kan sian! and cab fare was 19 bucks! !@$@%#%^@%&!#$ so fucking expensive please, thank you very much. heh. then met up with mel and walked to school.. finally i prata-ed with her for 1st meeting after a damn long time. LOL. school was as usual.. classmates were annoyingly fun. LOL. during second break, we kinda joined remy's birthday celebration. the guys bought a cake and stuck 20 cigarettes on top of the cake. then they made him drink like nobody's business. LOL. quite funny la.. remy like.. -.- and the cake's cream is like crap.. the sponge is quite edible, thankfully. heh.

HIGHLIGHT. hahahahaha
i was being bored in third meeting.. then was talking to melvin, my group mate. then i told him that i had a son. so i showed him alden's photo. DAMN FUNNY. he was like shocked and all. then he say if i were to trick him, he would be damn pissed and all.. so i just played with him awhile. quite funny. then i told him i would show him my "son's" birth cert and all that crap. quite funny la. then he tried to trick me back after i told him the truth. uhhh.. like hello.. i just tricked you so kinda obvious that you will try to trick me back right? -.-


and then, after school. nicky came to fetch me and we went off to suntec to lerk thai. but there wasn't any there.. thought somebody wanted to check all....... then we settled for some reeeeeaaaalllllyyyyy lousy korean restaurant. first of all, there was a cockroach.. then the food is tasteless.. sheesh.. but i was hungry la.. so i just whack. whilst finding a place for engravement at marina square.. we found lerk thai -.- then nicky was... .... I WANNA EATTT. but i was too full by then already. LOL. then we slacked at starbucks again. i think we have this thing for starbucks luh. LOL.. then we played THE game again. haha. no lor! i do not cheat.. is you lousy lor. not my fault. LOL.


yeah. that's prolly about the day for yesterday. im feeling damn bored and lazy and tired in class today. don't even feel like moving my ass out of my home.. but oh wells. i had to la.. sheesh. =\ then..... there's this like irritating person in class.. tsk.. but i don't even know him but i don't care.. he has irritated me with the way he talks. =D BRAVO.

on the 11th of sept, i met someone really special. this person has brought joy, laughter and even more laughter to my life. i felt as though i have spent like 8475623756107561947856 years of my life with this special person but its only been a month =)

yesterday, on the 11th of oct, we met again. it started a little awkward but then! i just had to break the ice. if not, it would be so funny like this all the way right? then had a lousy dinner =X talked a little while there. its one of the best places on earth especially it being my favourite place =D then we chilled out there. headed down to ecp area afer that to supposedly chill at a more brighter place. tsk. (LOL) then, we were at parkway cause i wanted to eat grass jelly. after a while, we got invited to dblo. =D awesome. one of my fav hangouts.

whatever happened at the club was fucking annoying. PFFTT

i was totally looking forward to yesterday. =) im so glad it came. many more to come!

dblo-ed on friday with alan. i think if i went supper with alan and stanley.. it would have been better some how. =\ like that night didn't feel right with the friday group =\


mellie's photo edit

mellie's photo edit2

mellie's photo edit3

paige and i

mellie, paige, me and joey. somehow i heard joey's name as go-ee that night and it was out third time meeting! LOL. =X

me and alan! i love my tyf =)

mellie, paige and i.

joey and i.

me, mellie and paige.

me and paige.

me and mellie

my dope specs! with puckered lips

camwhore!

me and tyf!

us again=)

me and tyf in my dope specs!

me and tyf!! =) dope specs! again.


alan is the nicest friend who really goes all the way for his friends. =D thank you so much for coming down to save my ass last night.. you don't know how much i appreciated it =)

i fucking hate ah nehs! fucking cb.. i will never ever club with them ever again. sorry nicky but i think that's too much already... so i won't ever club with them ever again. i hate it la.. and i don't wanna keep having my friends to come down and save my ass =\

yesterday was one of the most horrible day of my life. i was totally caught unprepared.. i was training home from town when my mother called me and told me not to acknowledge my aunties and grandma anymore. i was kinda in a shock cause i didn't expect my mother to go to that extent and she sounded horribly fierce. =\ caught my mother at serangoon mrt and when i found her, she was like crying.. i was like zomg. then i asked her what happened and apparently.. my aunties was bitching about me being a loose girl! OMFG. i mean what family is that? i totally lost my trust in family at that point of time.. and then my mother was telling me that the reason for that to happen was because like 2-3 years ago, there was a family chalet and i brought my old church friends over... then at that point of time and age, not many girls can stay out as compared to guys and then so, the number of guys outnumbered the girls at the chalet. my aunties fucking spreaded rumor that me being inside the room, giving all the guys touch me.KNNBCCB.i.. am totally speechless la.. but you guys who know me should know whether i am that kind right?

as much as im being strong, it still hurts my heart like fuck.. i mean im not close to them but hearing them say such things about me!! wahh.. kan heartpain.


club also so boring.. thank goodness got two year friend(TYF), alan there to accompany me. sighs. i also not in the mood to entertain anyone and i was quite tempted to drink til i gone ah... but not a good choice la.. i wanna go home sanely and emo sanely. LOL. emo sanely sounds damn retarded!


oh wells, if you're reading this, i need a time of fun and cheer...who ever you are, just pick me up from my emo low-ness.

best friend came over last night! took some photos for our upcoming blogshop! so exciting=DD had a fun time slacking together with her.. and then! we did what we always love to go.. cameriod-ing! haha. love my best friend=) sometimes, bestfriends just care wayy more than others.. well, i suppose that's why they are bestfriends right? LOL.



distortion!

another stupid photo. lol

cerlyn's in love with my huge triangle nose!!

what long face i have, thank you very much.

best friend says we look sweet in this photo. LOL

cerlyn is particularly happy that i have ONE eye -.-

cerlyn's favourite photo! LOL. ryan said cerlyn looks like ghost here. =X

see la! sadako has come to live and choked me!=X

we love pixelated photos...

do you love pouty lips? =D

yo ah n**!

we were trying very hard to see how i'd look with long hair but i got too caught up with the extra hands! LOL

i like this photo very much=)

fuck you, thank you very much.

boring poses!

we're worth more than hundred bucks combined!

cerlyn's trademark pose... LOL.mona lisa. your favourite right babe? =D