went to visit grandma at SGH yesterday.. hmmm.. she looks so skinny and frail now.. and when she sits there thinking, her face doesn't even have a slight hint or glow of smile.. like she used to be so much happier. besides the fact that she used to be at home but can really tell that she's drained of smile-ness. sighs.. and doc says she only has one more month left. SIGHS.


grandma smiling when i told her i wanna take a photo of her. so cute. and then she was like aiyah.. don't want la.. then she smiled. =)

momsie talking her but somehow momsie looks like she's singing or something =S
and! look how skinny my grandma really us.. her ex-double chin has left and remained as extra skin =(

but somehow her legs are so darn swollen.. why? some water retention thing apparently.. sighssssssss.. HEARTPAIN!

on a brighter side, hadi decided to wear me vest and belt.. he looks so effing gay please, thank you very much. heh!







mama, don't go. cerlyn, let's go visit her one day okay?