before anything, i am still absolutely pissed and disappointed. pfftt


other than that~ went to far east. decided that i absolutely need a new pair of shoes and so i got one! =D and then, i bought a blouse. love it very much thank you =D









im still in love with my blogskin and i still am very mad with you, jerk.

i loveeeee my new blogskin. awesome ain't??


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im changing my blog soon. hmmm. let me know if you wanna stay in the read on my tagboard..

i can forsee like 1 or 2 max readers =D awesome la. LOL

im watching little nonya now. heh! according to mumsie, the culture and costumes are totally traditional. LOL. but i don't like the overly classic and cliche storyline. its like because of the era it clashes, everything's with the jap war and shit. pfftt.. so annoying.. zzzz

mellie's at ballet prac.. zzz. what has happened to my meatballs!!! roarrrr nevermind! im gonna meet alan and sito at live impact later for drinks.

NICOLECHRISTINEAU! MISSYOULIKEFUCKLA.

damnn... im so bored! in class again. should be doing work and stuffs. oh yes. guess what.. some annoying faci is here in class. because my real lousy grades, i gotta see her once the other time and she had a heck of a time nagging like nobody's business please! woah! cannot take it man!! zzz.

anyways, TO CERLYN, MEL AND ALAN!!
nicky's bbq is on the 7th of Dec, starts around 5. you've to bring a present. DIE DIE ALSO HAVE TO BRING. if not, you could contribute to the bbq. =) haha. either way, she just wants a present la huh? =P hmmm. please confirm with me your attendance if you have not and ALAN. nic says you could bring sito along if he wants to come. =)

yayness! im hungry and bored. let's celebrate to that =D

went to chinatown with nicky last night.. had some time spent with her.. she had her cheated-her-feelings mango dessert. i had the classic ice kachang. =D we had a walk after that.. walked to play that area.. saw a nice lit alley, but armed with very lousy camera phones. so most of the pics look very badly pixelated. told nicky that we should come out one day with my cam and take pretty photos. AND according to miss crystal, my cam's a semi pro as compared to a dslr. *haughty look* LOL

zzz. NICOLECHRISTINEAUZHUOXIN. i totally want to muay thai your ass already. why are you still sleeping? zzz.

anyways! weekend with my favourite emoticon friend this weekend. yessa! haven't met her in ages. let's have fun and do plenty of nonsense, not forgetting taking plenty of photos! haha. mel has confessed that walking beside me gives her a huge tendency to bite me. -.- now i have a new fear. -.- zzz everytime she bites me, its a mega surprise. always the shock of my life and never the love. -.- mel, get it? its a shocking experience, never a fetish/love/whatever nought. so please ah, try to get over biting me. LOL.


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let's head to ikea soon for some lovely swedish meatballs. wah. i remembered my first time with nicky there and i finished like 9? woah! i was really mega hungry =D oh man. salivating already .HEEEEE.


sometimes, when the past comes rushing to your head, you will miss the person terribly. but when i think of some bastard, i can't seem to find the loving memories but the terrible ones. tsk. made me had a nightmare some more.


I'D RATHER DREAM OF BFF,MELLIE,NICKY AND TYF!!!

mel bit me again,


fucking steam. -.-

I'll need a little good luck to get me by
I'll need a little more help than a little bit
Like a perfect one word no one's heard yet
Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied


zzzz. mellie and lance missed out second meeting. kinda funny. hmmm.. nicky's not awake yet. zzz either she's awake at work or she totally overslept work. -.-

i am so bloody bored. after reading some articles on famous crimes, only now do i realise that bonnie&clyde is actually a famous criminal couple! sheesh. i never knew that man. don't say im sua ku or what la. i bet many people didn't know that either =X


waiting for nicky's call and i will be outta here! dinner at aston's. can't wait!!

new receipe for noodles to be eaten in excellent post drinking mood.
wanton mee, pepsi and teh o peng.

HAHA. went break with bar, chong, farhan, farhan's girl and 3 other classmates that i can't remember their names. =X then! i was having wanton mee at coffee shop. having leftovers as usual, i started to add tehopeng into my noodles. then bar was like, eh eat la, eat la. i don't want!!!! so annoying. then i tried to shove it into his mouth. then bar added pepsi.. chong.. wanted to act smart came up with scissors, paper, stone. loser eat. happily he lose only!! LOL. then he had to eat the whole spoonful of it. fucking funny. cannot help it. have to laugh my ass off!! haha. then the whole group was making fun of him after that. but its really very very funny. LOL.

knnbccb. fuck siol. bff asked me to call this fucker who owes us pay. but instead of finding out the relevant information, he asks me whether im playing punk with him and sending me all those rude sms-es. he is totally looking for it. bff says to wait til 1st dec. i say let's do it on monday.


who does he think he is? talking to 本小姐like this. total tmd. fucker.

the day i got sabo-ed.

very nice of bar to instigate the facilitator to ask me to do a sales pitch to hz. bloody hell.

oh sighs. cabb-ed in to school today for 5 bucks.. i need to start stopping flagging cabs everywhere i go. tsk. i shall just turn up for ut BUT just say that my laptop's in critical condition. LOL. then i shall either just take paper or borrow laptop from someone. =X

aiai is crazy over the same few songs. -.- friday night shall be pub out night.. damnnn.. my flu's coming and my lungs aren't feeling that well. i can feel it turning black. !!! awesomeness.. say yessa! LOL

kk. im lazy. if i don't reply your text... sorrrrrrrryyyyyyyyyyyy

i hate having UTs on thursday.. it just simply means that i have to come to school JUST for the ut and then head home. what's worst? its a morning ut... SHIT.


oh man.. and i cabbed to school again today.. wasted 20 dollars just like that.. BLOWNNNNNNNnnnnnaawwwwwaaayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

bloody shiok... today only 2 people in the group.. hope i can get an A. =D anyways, my laptop's crashing down on me.. time to save my stuff and get a new one.. any suggestions? =)

a much awaited post! well, coffee-ed with mellie and hua boon(mel's friend) like last sunday? LOL. well, yeah... coffee, our love! LOL. hmmm... lotsa happened this week... k's birthday, 11th, play-turned-ktv session and hanging out with lovely almost everyday! =))

please don't attempt to use the Bible to your aid. you will end up be dishonouring more people and did i mention using without wisdom is as good as saying that you are stupid.

oh wells. wadda do? some people are born stupid, whilst some are lazy. i prefer to think that you are neither cause you don't even have enough brains for stupidity.

during the past few days, i've really had my eyes opened up and saw the true colours. all i can say is that have they gone down like that? for what? you're really retarded! saying sons are useless just because we're christians and we do not pray to your gods. you've been nothing but unkind. if you have such unkindness for us, i don't see a reason for me to be nice to you anymore. i don't want to take revenge and i will let God work and He will take revenge for me.



bloody assholes who are bloody fake.

my grandma has passed away. 041108.

i am not free to entertain any form of bullshit.

if you want to come down for funeral, please tag or contact me personally. i will make arrangements for you.

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Xtina has difficulty making decisions. Her mind changes constantly. She lives in an emotional tug of war. Xtina could be described like a thermometer. Today warm and friendly, yet tomorrow she may be distant and cold, not wanting to be close to anyone.

Some research indicates that people with a severe variety in the slant of their handwriting have an inability to tolerate sugar and are suffering the side-effects of too much sugar in their diet. If moods swings are a reoccurring issue, investigate the diet.

If Xtina encounters a situation she cannot handle she frequently pulls into herself. She feels her emotions are secure if she is withdrawn. When she has solved the problem she can be very outgoing and again need other people's companionship. Some see Xtina as very moody, but it it would be more accurate to say she has two complete personalities that she chooses depending on the circumstance. This type of person is often hard to understand because no one knows what personality she is exhibiting today. She may not be bothered by something one minute, then the next minute become upset at the same thing. It is very difficult to pin down Xtina's emotional expressiveness.

People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Xtina doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.

Xtina will demand respect and will expect others to treat her with honor and dignity. Xtina believes in her ideas and will expect other people to also respect them. She has a lot of pride.

Xtina is secretive. She has secrets which she does not wish to share with others. She intentionally conceals things about herself. She has a private side that she intends to keep that way, especially concerning certain events in her past.

Xtina can be defiant. She sometimes has the attitude that if someone doesn't like it the way she is doing it, then they can just "go to hell!" This trait may reveal itself in a rebellious nature that is always ready to resist forces which she thinks are infringing upon her freedom of action.

In reference to Xtina's mental abilities, she has a very investigating and creating mind. She investigates projects rapidly because she is curious about many things. She gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning, but she soon must slow down and look at all the angles. She probably gets too many things going at once. When Xtina slows down, then she becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, she must slow down to do it. She then decides what projects she has time to finish. Thus she finishes at a slower pace than when she started the project.

She has the best of two kinds of minds. One is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind. Her mind thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. She can learn quicker, investigate more, and think faster. Xtina can then switch into her low gear. When she is in the slower mode, she can be creative, remember longer and stack facts in a logical manner. She is more logical this way and can climb mental mountains with a much better grip.

Xtina is a practical person whose goals are planned, practical, and down to earth. This is typical of people with normal healthy self-esteem. She needs to visualize the end of a project before she starts. she finds joy in anticipation and planning. Notice that I said she plans everything she is going to do, that doesn't necessarily mean things go as planned. Xtina basically feels good about herself. She has a positive self-esteem which contributes to her success. She feels she has the ability to achieve anything she sets her mind to. However, she sets her goals using practicality-- not too "out of reach". She has enough self-confidence to leave a bad situation, yet, she will not take great risks, as they relate to her goals. A good esteem is one key to a happy life. Although there is room for improvement in the confidence catagery, her self-perception is better than average.

Xtina is sarcastic. This is a defense mechanism designed to protect her ego when she feels hurt. She pokes people harder than she gets poked. These sarcastic remarks can be very funny. They can also be harsh, bitter, and caustic at the same time.
Xtina is very self-sufficient. She is trying not to need anyone. She is capable of making it on her own. She probably wants and enjoys people, but she doesn't "need" them. She can be a loner.

Xtina has a healthy imagination and displays a fair amount of trust. She lets new people into her circle of friends. She uses her imagination to understand new ideas, things, and people.

Xtina has a very unusual lower zone y loop. If the data input is correct, Xtina's y or g is large and has triangle shape to the lower loop. This is not a common trait, but the implications are very interesting. As you begin to study handwriting analysis, you will learn any loop indicates imagination. This lower loop indicates the amount of imagination Xtina has regarding sex and physical things. Her lower zone stroke is large, so her sexual imagination is large and open. Furthermore, because the loop has a triangle shape, this indicates a particular curiosity with certain aspects of sexuality. In a nutshell, Xtina is open to some very new ideas sexually and is willing to try anything once. I'd say Xtina is quite a dynamic and playful lover. Watch out world!

For a graphologist, the spacing on the page reflects the writer's attitude toward their own world and relationship to things in his or her own space. If the inputted data was correct Xtina has left lots of white space on the left side of the paper. Xtina fills up the rest of the page in a normal fashion. If this is true, then Xtina has a healthy relationship to the past and is ready to move on. The right side of the page represents the future and Xtina is ready and willing to get started living now and planning for the future. Xtina would like to leave the past behind and move on.


yes!! i ate ham yesterday.. very happy alreadyyyyyyy. LOL. i wanna eat at a hk cafe soon and satisfy my other cravings soooonnnnnnnn.

im craving for dim sum, cold ham, chilli crab, butter crab, cereal prawn, cold lobster salads, suan la tang, baked spaghetti with tomato and cream based plus a chicken chop on top, baked cheesy rice, raspberry ice cream cake, ice blended nai cha and iced vanilla latte.


blogger made me chua sai just now. suddenly cannot log in. nbcb.

sat011108, first day of the month after halloween. we phuture-d our asses off there. LOL. it was suprisingly quiet though. i do think its more peaceful that way but wierdos still appear and disrupt the sanity of life every single time. oh wells! the presence of a hot babe in the midst of the lack of hotties prolly made the guys go crazy, right mellie? LOL

*oh btw, my new hair cut. thank you very much. =D

fri 311008, we had birthday dinner at newton for paige darl! maddy was there! congrats fierce mummy. LOL. it was good food and i guess we're gonna newton again this friday. awesomeness. i love seafood. almost nothing can go wrong with seafood everytime.=) anyhows, we headed down to boat quay and i met up with alan and gang at shebang.. a totally wtf name for a pub... drank quite a bit and took photos. bravo-ness. LOL. okayyy.. let the pictures talk!





















omg.. before i actually forget, seetoh's an ass! the very first time we met, he told me not to forget who he was and stuff. so i was fine, i won't. then that day at shebangs, he totally forgot me! bloodymotherfucker LOL. okay. actually im that pissed. but anyhoot, he remembered after i complained to alan that he was an ass and stuff.. so yepp! that's about it for the wonderful weekend.








and to you who is a very good pretender, quit pretending. if you really care for the person you love, you won't sit out there and play fucking games, totally ignoring the presence of your loved one. LOSER.megaLOSERS.

hold me in your arms,
tell me that everything's gonna be alright.

i need you to stand by me,
now and forevermore.