quite eventful day since sunday?

went fabulous on sun..turned out that powerhouse was closed that day so we went to boiler instead. music was on and off good and bad. soooo.. haha.

caught bedtime stories on mon. not too bad a show. its a very cliche show but other than that, there were the funny parts.

today was family day! woke up mad early! zzz. went to fetch my sister at some lousy chalet. headed down to changi v for breakfast and some changi park to walk around. after that, we went to prawn at pasir ris. fished for about 2 hours? and we only caught 8 prawns. but most of it are hugeeeee. awesomely, awesome! then we were deciding where to go and u turned many times! heh. decided to catch IP man at E hub. it was so so so good. they even have cute scenes. if you haven't watch it, you really should. his fighting style is sleek. haha. what i like about his fighting style is that he can control his fist really well and his reactions are awesomely fast. bloody awesome! haha. aiyah, just go watch the show la huh. heh.


okay. back to my nonya show.

We were both young when I first saw you
I close my eyes and the flashback starts
I'm standing there on a balcony in summer air
See the lights, see the party, the ball gowns
See you make your way through the crowd
And say hello, little did I know

That you were Romeo
You were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
And I was crying on the staircase
Begging you please don't go

And I said
Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story, baby, just say yes

So I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew
So close your eyes, escape this town for a little while

Oh, oh, oh

'Cause you were Romeo,
I was a scarlet letter
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
But you were everything to me
I was begging you please don't go

And I said
Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story, baby, just say yes

Romeo, save me, they're trying to tell me how to feel
This love is difficult, but it's real
Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess
It's a love story, baby, just say yes

Oh oh

I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you was fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town

And I said
Romeo save me, I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you but you never come
Is this in my head, I don't know what to think
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring
And said

Marry me, Juliet, you'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad, go pick out a white dress
It's a love story, baby, just say yes

Oh, oh, oh, oh

'Cause we were both young when I first saw you



i cannot say how much more apt this song is to me =)

look at miss au. what an awesome combo!!

christmas is over now. hmmm. didn't get much presents but spent quality time with people i love. so, what am i complaining? =)

lesser, even when i am blue?

i really really hate my throat for acting up now. i have an itchy throat cough. its itchy and im coughing.. i took medication but heck no its working -.-

i hate itchy throat coughs.

sighs. again and again. my heart is an emotional wreck. i need to partaye!! i need to be distracted. once im home, i keep thinking about it over and over again. i don't even have the mood to eat now.

sighs. im gonna shut my blog off from everyone. i really wanna be alone. but please don't stop contacting me hor. i want some distraction. cerlyn we need to hang out. mel meaty balls. tyf.. partay!!!

but for you, i don't know what to say.

AUZZIE says (2:27 AM):
It's just that, instead of being sad about it,
i want to spend every remaining moments with you laughing and happy


AUZZIE says (2:28 AM):
But, the fact is that i am suppose to go.
Since i can't change that, then i live with it.



so tell me, am i to sleep with tears every night?
and tell me, how do i find a reason to smile?
but tell me, who am i to lean on while you're gone?

i've cried at least once ever since i've been back from bkk. my mind cannot leave the idea of you leaving alone. everytime im alone, i find myself thinking about you leaving again and again. i thought i was stronger, but now i know im wrong. who's gonna protect me when you're gone? you tell me you would be here to protect me when im afraid. however now that you're leaving, i've to fend for myself again. you tell me not to put up such a strong front and i let my front falter. i've grown to dependant on you now that im relying on you to make me feel safe. but now i've to garner my strength again to protect people who will hurt me along the way. i hate being weak and you know that. i hate the life that i used to lead and you know that. just when i thought that i can love you forever, my heart is crushed again. you know, a lot of people make ldr look so damn fucking easy but it's not even though you're leaving tomorrow but im crying like you're leaving the next minute.

i need to find my strength and myself back.

and now im back!
from bangkok!








yes my lovelies, i am back from bll already. a short 4days3nights trip but it was all fun=) post up pics after the batt has been charged. wheeeeeeee

thanks k for reminding.

although i didn't technically forget but i was too zonked out to remember much about the bbq.



nicky darling sang a song to me. i don't know how or what to say. its definitely a pleasent surprise and i love it very very much. thanks darling =)







and guess what mellie just told me?
she concentrates on shitting by listening to celine dion. uhrm.

bbq was awesome fun!!! i loved it! although i was kinda bored cause me friends weren't there =\ but am glad nicky had fun =) that's what is most important aye?



don't i sound oh so self sacrificing? =D hahaha .shit.

i hate my father for not buying lunch for me. yes i really hate him. motherfucking mad hungry.

BUT NEVERMIND! bbq later. think of wings, think of wings.

I know you'll ask me to hold on
And carry on like nothing's wrong
But there is no more time for lies
'Cause I see sunset in your eyes


i hate this part right here in my heart. damnnn. nicky's forever sleeping like a pig know. annoying! yes, i get very annoyed when i wanna meet you and you are always sleeping like nobody's business.

teehee! shopping always lifts my spirits=) awesome..

let's see. went out with momsie and sis yesterday and today... let me list out what i bought, yes? =DD

1. M)phosis slippers
2. Grey Mango pullover
3. Black dress (Hula&co)
4. Mini luggage (Hurs)
5. A set of hoop earrings (Diva)
6. Bracelet (Diva)
7. Long black blouse/dress (Some shop at Far East)
8. Dark grey starry halter top (Courtesy of nicky)
9. White sundress (Courtesy of nicky)
10. Dark blue flats (Everlast)


swee la.. my cupboard has so many newbies. now i just need a few more items and im more less done with my shopping list. =D

my mother damn jisiao today. she was paying for her credit card bills and then i was complaining that my account is nearing zero dollars already. and guess what she did! she say she would do some charity work by transferring me 5.... dollars. nbcb. haha. i was like.. wah lao.. so chui!! transfer 10 or 20 also more swee.. can withdraw some more.. wah lao eh.. 5 dollars means..... -.- sian


one more point to why i hate china people? this motherfucker today apparently cut 本小姐's taxi queue. the not so bad part was that he cut the lady in front of us. the lady was furious i tell you! tsk. china people need more manners! okay, please note that not all china people are like that but majority ah! damnnn.. i don't understand how can anyone ever want to date someone so uncouth like them? EEEWWWW!


nicky is at the void deck with her friends, lepak-ing. i kept teasing her about being a .... she got pissed with me la! tsk. jokes, missy. its just a joke. -.-



HOKAY AH. i going to sleep wor. tomorrow need to go school. kan sian please!!!! weekends is not good. NO MONEYYYYY. lao ma zi sure won't give money without kp-ing me. so i might as well not ask. lol.

hello.

bangkok has to be cancelled but we're going to ho chi ming instead. AWESOME. butttttt, i really want to go bangkok!! =( nehmind! its all in the cultural experience. im sure that i will still enjoy my trip there . love overseas trips. gonna bring my semi pro there. many pictures please!

im in class! damn. hungry again. can't wait to meet love for lunch =D

I would give up everything
Before I'd separate myself from you
After so much suffering
I finally found unvarnished truth
I was all by myself
For the longest time
So cold inside
And the hurt from the heartache
Would not subside
I felt like dying
Until you saved my life

Thank God I found you
I was lost without you
My every wish and every dream
Somehow became reality
When you brought the sunlight
Completed my whole life
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude
Cause baby, I'm so thankful
I found you

I would give you everything
There's nothing in this world
I wouldn't do
To ensure your happiness
I'll cherish every part of you
Cause without you beside me
I can't survive
I don't want to try
If you're keeping me warm
Each and every night
I'll be alright
Cause I need you in my life

Thank God I found you
I was lost without you
My every wish and every dream
Somehow became reality
When you brought the sunlight
Completed my whole life
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude
Cause baby, I'm so thankful
I found you

See, I was so desolate
Before you came to me
Looking back I guess
It shows that we were
Destined to shine
After the rain
To appreciate
The gift of what we have
And I'd go through it all over again
To be able to feel this way

Thank God I found you
I was lost without you
My every wish and every dream
Somehow became reality
When you brought the sunlight
Completed my whole life
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude
Cause baby, I'm so thankful
I found you

Thank God I found you
I was lost without you
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude
Cause baby I'm so thankful
I found you

zzz. did you see the suspenders in my previous entry? i so totally wanna get that but my hip is too big =( sadded!!!!!!!







and! you didn't even text me after that last call. i was expecting a sms or something. woke up in an even more grouchy mood. pfft.