my birthday, my birthday.. i really don't wish to celebrate my birthday cause its pretty useless. i mean im gonna be f-ing 20 this year....... sighs.. so old and yet im still so childish and irresponsible about everything.. sighs. im still childish and young. whadda do? i need to grow up and start being more responsible in everything. responsibilityyyyyyy.. BUT!! next year i can start taking money from government.. WAHAHAHA! that's like the only thing im looking forward to next year. sighs......



i need money.. im whining like a bitch la.. but thennnnnnnn im looking for a job okayyyyyy. sighsssss


is that really my only way to relive some stress?