many people thought that tyf and i were together on dragonfly night. i don't know why. do we look that much of a couple? zzz

I'll be missing u
Hello
Young savage
What you doing
Trill ent.
I'll be missing u [x2]

I ain't been home in a few days(I miss u)
I know you do
I ain't going lie I miss you to
Come on kiss me through the phone I'm a kiss you to
Now I'm gone hit u in a minute gotta get this loot
Girl we got us sumthin special I know it ain't nuthin betta
You can trust cause I'm tellin u I don't want nuthin else
You get lonely you can just use the pictures up on the dresser
I didn't never think a woman can have me with this lil feeling
Gurls walk up on the floor I be telling em nah I'm chillin
Hug you til I go to sleep jus to squeeze ya like my lil pillow
Then I wake up Monday morning don't come back til Friday
Whole notha whip sittin on 6's with tinted windows
Baby phat bags all new purses with matchin slippers
U dun heard I fucked that dumb bitch you mad trippin
Tears in ya eyes yellin ya tired of my fast livin
I'm jus happy look forward to seein you
God dam I miss You

Since you been away I've been down and lonely
Since you've been away I've been thinking of you
Oooh oooh oohh I'm missing you
Oooh I'm missing you

From Rags to Riches
Man If that shit were to hit me again
I'd have to bring you with me again
It's dun been a lot of stuff I caught myself in
And you stuck by nigga like my left hand
It wasn't all this at first til we jus kept praying
Now I'm on you a bad ass bitch yes mam
And oh yes mam as soon as I get home it's gon be work time
And you know what we like to fuck like it's the first time
From the first time forreal I knew that I was stayin
And I knew that you weren't leavin
I know that I don't need you but I be feeling like I need you
When it comes to certain people I act like I gotta leave ya
But I just want to please ya trust me they just wanna be ya
Remember when I ain't witcha baby I can't wait to see ya
I gotta keep it G and say I Love ya cause I'm forreal
Wash away all the tears we been doin this shit for years

Since you been away I've been down and lonely
Since you've been away I've been thinking of you
Oooh oooh oohh I'm missing you
Oooh I'm missing you
Your everything I need couldn't of asked for more
Boy you know your worth waiting for
When you are away I'm standing at the door
To let you know I miss you
I know you can see it in my eyes
You're the completion to my life
It ain't even a question you already know
But I remind you that
I'm missing you



i miss you. the one with the milk tea and flossie boy. damn.. i really miss you. ALOT.

what my life has been about since...wednesday! LOL




decided to take a few photos before going to partaye at st james with cerlyn!






party time! st james plus cerlyn's cake =)






our dinner/lunch out at suki yaki. LOL. we ended up playing and videoing down how to make the ice cream. LOL. oh man. if only i can upload it. LOL.



and this was from rebel. me joachim and ashlee decided to head down for a nice club!!!! in the end, i don't know. it WAS an eyeopener for sho!

went out with best friend today. haha. to pre-celebrate her birthday. LOL. went to suki yuki to have steamboat. but i think more of what she was interested about was the DIY ice cream. LOL. we had fun and took a video. damn funny la. bth. and guess what i did? i went to put my hand on the tempayakki to see if its warm. wah lao. damn stupid la. zzz. nearly blister lor. LOL










at least i kept my promises to the end and i am glad.

woot! collected my sexy black frames already... HAPPY LA SIOL!

24/06/09 seems to be an awesome day. gonna collect my black framed sexy specs, gonna buy my bus/train pass today and gonna partay with classmates tonight..


BUT!!!best of all

TRANSFORMERSSSSSSSSSS!!! REVENGE OF THE FALLENNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!!!!!!!!!

xtina is bored! xtina needs some breath of freshness!!!!!



zzz. mr.Popular's cousin has arrived in indo today. OH WELLS.means lesser contact la.

mr.Popular says that i should take the corset like front instead of an angle. LOL. i will.. then help me see okay? =)

today, after school, i went to min's place and visit alden and alvis. poor alvis has a high fever but good news is that the fever went down =) i think its my presence. LOL. then we went to dino to have some cake. and i'll let the photos do the talking!











that's my new corset. zzz. have to find a way to cover up the fats!!!!

and now school says that its just a rumor. whatever la. LOL


sighs. why why why why why did my itchy backside hands go read someone's blog? and make myself unncessarily pissed off? damnnn. but im okay now =) all thanks to mellie. love you babe! and eugene for listening to my shit. LOL. hmmm.

whatever, whatever la. if she's happy doing that, i can't say anything la.


I MISS MR.POPULAR AND FLOSSIE. i need a hug, mr.popular and im hooked onto your songs. damnit.

OH MAN!!!!! swine flu is in rp yo! hope school closes soon. LOL.

zoo trip tomorrow! yay!

fucked up. mom and dad decided to quarrel this morning, disrupting my sleep. never mind that. now my mom is missing in action and she refuses to pick my calls and reject em some more. tmd. then some other fucker had to fuck things up with me. fuck man. what a fucking fucked up day..

i think i can't handle breakups well. i can STOP myself or control the emotions but when that person comes back to me talking to me and stuff, i really can spin out of control. zzz. i hate this.

okay, i know im a bit late in watching this movie. but! slumdog millionaire is really a winner. i humbly agree that it deserved all the awards that they've earned. \


BUT! one thing that puzzled me was the flawless english. i mean, they were kinda illiterate, no? oh wells. movies never fail to amaze me. LOL

just got home. OH AND I DIDN'T PARTAYE TONIGHT. decided to go to aaron's CAR club..... i don't know what that is la.. and even though i went to pop by, i still had no idea.

so, the night began when i met cerlyn for supper at kovan's hk cafe. awesome place but its just so "fucking hot!". right cerlyn? and then we ate sticky rice in lotus leaf. its quite nice. haha. it has an action to it too! =D what to do? we're awesome dramatic people. LOL. anyways, ate and talked and drank and ate and talked and talked and ate and drank... yeah, you get the drift. then we headed to yishun dam. at first, when boarded the cab, we thought the uncle was kinda fucked up.. but after a while, his driving skills totally impressed us. he was one hell of a good driver man. PHOOYOO! reached there shorty.. SO.. we were trying to find min and aaron... taxi uncle being nice...... horned at almost every interval to HELP us look for them.. after we found them, the entire yishun dam's attention was on us. what a grand entry we had... zzz. chillax at the dam for less than 3 minutes before heading to the toilet at ze orchid country club... then headed back and then to yishun for makanz. crapped there. watched flossie's videos.. SIGHS I MISS FLOSSIE LA! then... we headed to geylang to look see for pros.. BUT THEN.. empty like...empty.. LOL. then there was this two pros.. got one guy shouted mata! then they run! wah lao wei... mcm like got free supper on the other end of the road.. PHOOYOO. run damn fast siol! awesome leg power was shown in that instant.. shows that they have speeedddddd. LOL. then we headed home after trying to look for zhng-ed cars.

and here i am! home malee home! oh! on the way to geylang, cerlyn, min and i got kinda crazy in the car with i know you want me and nobody.. LOL. it was fun. better than powerhouse. LOL

clubbing plans.
19/06 - powerhouse
20/06 - butter fact
24/06 - powerhouse


zzz. sleep! i need you!! where are you when i need you most? wish me luck for UT later. im so gonna need it. zzz

anyways, facebook quiz says that megan fox will date me! TEEHEE ALL YOU MOTHERFUCKERS OUT THERE!

lol. i am disgusted with my classmate today. he is so bloody two faced la. what the hell. seeing him really irritates me. zzz his attitude and his gestures. im like. EEWWWWWWWWWW.PISS OFFFFFFFFFF. zzz i still can't believe that he ratted out on me like that.damn! that's prolly the reason why im not close to him. old people really have different thinking sial.

sighs.

im partying like a rockstar...

friday@ ph... sat off! LOL. cause im being a good girl and go to church on sunday to see my daddy perform on stage! teehee! anyways! mr.Popular's coming along.. decided to drag him to church. =P LOL. hmmm. im gonna do a side business. discussed it with mel to ask her help me find PLAIN tshirt suppliers


so ladies and gentlemen, if you have any contacts, let me know. =)

i wanted to say something but i totally forgot.

anyways! it only takes half an hour to school now! awesome!

i can taste some vodka on the tip of my tongue. should i put some butter on the bread this weekend?

don't stare if your girl can't groove.
unlike me, she just can't move.


oh yeah. mr.Popular has largely influenced me.. im like writing rap lyrics now. awesome la. i'll be like the next rihanna or something. and the photographer at PC show is a liar la. he took my photo and then when i searched it online.. phooyoo.. totally never put it up. WAHLAOWEI!

then i was telling mr.Popular that the photographer prolly stole it to do black magic on me. LOL. so guys, if i fall in love with a fat, baldy dude.. that's prolly the photographer. LOL


OKAY LA.im just tryna make myself feel better alrights! hahaha. school's started and my classmates all mega zaozzzzzzzz. im like alone in class.... ooooooooooommmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmggggggggg

lao niangz iz finallyz homez. HAHA.

wassup with my Zees man? anyhoots! i want to have some mr.Popular's milk tea now! and we're both fighting cravings for food now, for the fear of fattiness. LOL.

ohmy. just look at flossie! he sleeps so serenely. so cute. he looks like he is smiling ah. haha

sighs. tonight abby's not gonna work! oh man, and there's this new dude. i do hope that everything will be okay man. cause he is really lousy! phooyoo. chivas on the rocks become chivas on the ROAD. ROAD!!! drink chivas now need driving license!! tmd. kan funny. then before that his father call all. alamak..................... i need to make long distance call la. zzz thank goodness i didn't go drink with pravin and gang after work. if not, shag!

i took a video of flossie tilting his head! omg! damn cute. and i stole a video of flossie from mr.Popular. =D awesome!

OH CERLYN! i gotta show you one friggin funny photo of mr.Popular. DAMN FUNNY.

hello my deserted blog! LOL. man. these few weeks have been so hectic. im just very glad that its back on track now. got my job at azzucar back after leaving rogues. and rouges isn't gonna pay me very obviously. hmmm. oh wells. well, i wasn't putting in much effort anyways. oh wells. but other than that, im just glad that everything else has finally fallen in place..

found out stuff that i didn't really want to know and finally broken that veil of lies over my eyes. sometimes, love is really funny. you think you have got it all in your hands and in control, but its just wierd when you realise that what you feel and that you think is two different things. two really different things. man, im just glad. i really am. like how things are finally put to a stop. you know, (and you know who i am talking about), i thought that i really put an end to those feelings. it just seemed fit to stop since you were not gonna be around anyways. but, when i realised stuff that i really didn't want to know, it pained. and damn! i thought i had my feelings in check. but now, i know where im heading to and im gonna put all this to a stop. the future has it clear. we're definitely not meant to be. i'd thought i found someone that faithful to me and it was my duty to be that faithful too. but damn! you found someone new... and i don't know what to say. but i guess being happy for you is the best i can be for you now. =))


ANYWAYS! enough of being soooooooooooooooooooo emotional and whatever else. i have found a new love love! flossie baby! LOL. flossie is THE cutest and sweetest thing alive. i can't say how much more i am glad that i have found flossie. oh man. love taking him for walks and just playing with him. oh.. did i mention that flossie's a dog? LOL. mr.Popular's iced milk tea is D best shit on earth. its almost as good as cigarettes and alcohol and drugs and whatever addictive thing is on earth. LOL. i thank God for mr.Popular. he is the best person on earth. =D shan't elaborate more.






people who know, good. people who don't, too bad.




but nonetheless, i thank cerlyn, mel and alan for the best friendship on earth. they are the best on this earth. even when my other half isn't their friend, at least they bother to treat my other half like a friend.

my pp scope is accepted! hooray! gonna start work on it. phooyoo! wish me luck in completion. gonna ask mr.Popular for help. LOL.