hello my deserted blog! LOL. man. these few weeks have been so hectic. im just very glad that its back on track now. got my job at azzucar back after leaving rogues. and rouges isn't gonna pay me very obviously. hmmm. oh wells. well, i wasn't putting in much effort anyways. oh wells. but other than that, im just glad that everything else has finally fallen in place..

found out stuff that i didn't really want to know and finally broken that veil of lies over my eyes. sometimes, love is really funny. you think you have got it all in your hands and in control, but its just wierd when you realise that what you feel and that you think is two different things. two really different things. man, im just glad. i really am. like how things are finally put to a stop. you know, (and you know who i am talking about), i thought that i really put an end to those feelings. it just seemed fit to stop since you were not gonna be around anyways. but, when i realised stuff that i really didn't want to know, it pained. and damn! i thought i had my feelings in check. but now, i know where im heading to and im gonna put all this to a stop. the future has it clear. we're definitely not meant to be. i'd thought i found someone that faithful to me and it was my duty to be that faithful too. but damn! you found someone new... and i don't know what to say. but i guess being happy for you is the best i can be for you now. =))


ANYWAYS! enough of being soooooooooooooooooooo emotional and whatever else. i have found a new love love! flossie baby! LOL. flossie is THE cutest and sweetest thing alive. i can't say how much more i am glad that i have found flossie. oh man. love taking him for walks and just playing with him. oh.. did i mention that flossie's a dog? LOL. mr.Popular's iced milk tea is D best shit on earth. its almost as good as cigarettes and alcohol and drugs and whatever addictive thing is on earth. LOL. i thank God for mr.Popular. he is the best person on earth. =D shan't elaborate more.






people who know, good. people who don't, too bad.




but nonetheless, i thank cerlyn, mel and alan for the best friendship on earth. they are the best on this earth. even when my other half isn't their friend, at least they bother to treat my other half like a friend.