first things first, someone saw you with mirame. i don't know what to say or think anymore cause my heart is too weak and broken to go through anymore hurt. if you want to fool around behind my back, i shall just mention it three times. after that, there will be no more us. whether you read this post or not, its final. seriously, my heart is already left in shreds. you bring me up and down like this. you think i have the upper hand and im toying with you? you're wrong. that's all i can say and will say. whatever you want to say, i really don't know and don't want to handle it anymore. its just too much. you say you think for me, but somehow, it just doesn't show. i never believed that you can't show your love. if you really love someone, whatever you do, speaks of that person. however, for you, its just.. missing. its just empty..


anyways, on a brighter side, i met up with my godson and godbrother today, eugene and john, respectively. we first went to chomp chomp to eat stingray, popiah,hokkien mee and fried carrot cake. we all ordered chocolate beancurd because i wanted to eat that! hahaa. aren't they obliging? haha. hmm.. apparently, john thinks that its not nice. bahh! bad taste.haha. hmmm. but i don't care cause i like it. then, after that, as we were deciding to settle somewhere that has aircon cause of the horrible hazy weather, we strolled into NTUC fairprice. how exicting. ha. i was the pseudo tour guide.. lame crap. hmmm. we walked around and commented about lame stuff. seriously, john is such a lamer. he craps like no tomorrow and i? becomes the butt of most jacking. how sweet of my brother. heh! then, we finally decided to settle at the prata shop where i finally cured my craving for the milo dinosaur! yeah~ love that man. haha. im so full after that. hmmm.. tonight was a fantastic night spent although i have exams in 2 weeks time.

I LOVE MY BROTHER AND SON. HAHA!

you..
i really don't want to say anything.
i'm just gonna close two eyes about us.
i bet you,
its gonna drift away, far.