yesterday was one of the most horrible day of my life. i was totally caught unprepared.. i was training home from town when my mother called me and told me not to acknowledge my aunties and grandma anymore. i was kinda in a shock cause i didn't expect my mother to go to that extent and she sounded horribly fierce. =\ caught my mother at serangoon mrt and when i found her, she was like crying.. i was like zomg. then i asked her what happened and apparently.. my aunties was bitching about me being a loose girl! OMFG. i mean what family is that? i totally lost my trust in family at that point of time.. and then my mother was telling me that the reason for that to happen was because like 2-3 years ago, there was a family chalet and i brought my old church friends over... then at that point of time and age, not many girls can stay out as compared to guys and then so, the number of guys outnumbered the girls at the chalet. my aunties fucking spreaded rumor that me being inside the room, giving all the guys touch me.KNNBCCB.i.. am totally speechless la.. but you guys who know me should know whether i am that kind right?

as much as im being strong, it still hurts my heart like fuck.. i mean im not close to them but hearing them say such things about me!! wahh.. kan heartpain.


club also so boring.. thank goodness got two year friend(TYF), alan there to accompany me. sighs. i also not in the mood to entertain anyone and i was quite tempted to drink til i gone ah... but not a good choice la.. i wanna go home sanely and emo sanely. LOL. emo sanely sounds damn retarded!


oh wells, if you're reading this, i need a time of fun and cheer...who ever you are, just pick me up from my emo low-ness.