well, the days seems to pass so fast that i've ended my time with ambush TEMPORARILY til O levels. all i can say is that i will miss you all VERY VERY much. all the fun that you gave me, all the experiences. all the various lessons....

I LOVE MY COLLEAGUES!

i realise that this year is a year of much seperation. i'm leaving bartley. i've left ambush, but to be back. i'm leaving pl at the end of this year. how much more seperation must i go through? i really cannot understand how Jesus is willing to go through that moment of seperation for us. its just crazy and mad. i mean, the depth of His love is radical yet unbelievable to the extent that people disbelief it. God, why? why me?

why seperate? love covers all mistake. why have break ups? yet sometimes, people who are secretly admiring have to give up their love in the end. isn't sad that world is screwed?? yet at times, we just wish to see the one we love to be happy and that's all we ask of. how come love can cover all this multitude of mass errors? somehow, love is so simple but yet easily misunderstood..

i just want to shout out loud.
i just want to scream it to the world.
i want the whole world to know who i love.


somehow, the world is not just screwed and messed.

its more than that. its VERY screwed and messed.


our fate may never cross but i just want you to know that i love you.