hello my dearestest!=)
lol. hmmm. today was quite tiring. i was super sleepy and i keep dozing off during literature lesson. ah wells. the book is rather dry for the front part. lol. hmmm. my recess is at 8.30 in the morn! so early~ don't need to eat breakfast. haha.

hmmm.. i really miss spending time with God. its been so so long. i mean i do talk to Him but i want to read the Bible like hardcore. haha. la la la. im just really happy. anyways..

went out with francesca, joycelyn and sok hwai today. went to heartland and walked around. saw lots of stuff. lol. shopping!!! i need to go shopping!! hmmm. i wonder what phone i should get. i need to buy shoes~ shoe bags~ bags~ shop shop shop! haha. but i don't wanna drop. lol. after outing with them, went to meet handsome. we went to junction 8. stayed at life bookstore to talk. quite wierd what? haha. handsome's idea. haha. then, went to meet julius and daniel at amk library. i saw ronald's sister!! she very cute leh! she look at me then, trying to figure out who i was. i was also wondering then did i realise. haha. she's so cute! haha. she waved at me when she was leaving. so cute! haha.hmmm. then, handsome and i went to look for eugene at serangoon central. ate dinner, went to look for my hairband then, bought chocolate and went home. haha.

i miss you dearly.
i miss you so so much.
aiie. but reality sets in whenever
i think about me.
no matter what,
there's zero possibilty.

its actually blessing in disguise. haha i don't intend to enter into relationships now also. haha. so if it was made easy to enter, i would have died. haha not literal death but yeah, you get the point. haha. anyways. i still like him. its just a like. haha. nothing more. =)