today, i learnt what it meant to be kept in the dark. i learnt that not everyone will share with you what is truly on their heart. i learnt to be more careful with dealing hypocritical people. but then again, who am i to judge?

my judgements will never be right. it always SEEMS right, but in actual fact, its not. some how, people think that they'll spot on something after multiple 'accurate' judements which are actually quite obvious. haha. serious. you will be astounded at how people's brain really think. someway or another, we all like to be in control. so do i. but think, if say if we do get our way, don't you think that our lives will be even more screwed up. we are not perfect, agreed? we can only AIM for perfection. however, we'll never reach it, ain't that true? =)

i don't know, but somehow, i feel that half the time or even more, we try to justify ourself. is it really needed? i don't know. think about it. if you ain't got nothing to hide, don't justify. if you know that you've got nothing right to justify, don't bother. if you know you did no wrong, don't justify.
main point: DON'T SELF JUSTIFY.